Candy Coated. (RindouXF.ReaderXIzana)

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*Rindou* (That night...)

***** I remember a sour taste in my mouth. Sour really isn't something I go for when it comes to my drinks. I seemed to always enjoy the burn of hard liquor, I hardly ever put much of a mixer with mine. Maybe I had picked up someone else's drink? I don't know, but how could I? I swore I only put it down for a second...

I remember You--Y/n. You sat right next to me. But your body was burning against mine, so bad I was getting worried you had a fever.. I remember glancing at you while you talked with Ran. You looked fine.. Your skin was its normal color, your eyes bright and awake, your smile...

I remember a weird feeling in my stomach. It wasn't the usual feeling I got when I looked at you. That's when I noticed the cup I was holding began to feel really warm. I started feeling nauseous. My body felt sticky and cold at the same time.

Maybe I was catching something? The flu maybe? Or maybe it was the drink?

Either way I told you I needed to use the restroom. Something was wrong but I couldn't think straight, I don't know why I just didn't turn and tell you something was wrong.. I really should have right then and there.

I remember walking into someone while going upstairs but the nausea got the best of me. I didn't see who it was or bothered to acknowledge them. I slammed the door behind me and started puking. I remember getting a little scared because it felt like it wouldn't end. I was dry heaving over a dirty toilet for what seemed like hours. My stomach felt like I had just been gut punched and my throat burned..

But after catching my breath I felt a little better. Or so I thought... My skin still felt hot even when I splashed cold water on my face. I shook my head-- that was a big mistake because my vision started getting fuzzy and it started to double. I thought my glasses fell off but they were still there. I tried to clean them with my shirt but it didn't help.

The music started getting louder and louder but I remember smiling. It was that one song you used to like? Uh.. Halo! By that Beyonce lady. I smiled because we used to dance to it in your room. Remember? I always made sure you closed your door and curtains so no one would see me.. I didn't want anyone to know I couldn't dance.

I remember the bass didn't match the song anymore. It kept getting louder and louder, it made my ears ring. But I guess it might have been my heart beat in my ears? It sounded like a heart beat.

Then I heard you. You called my name..

I swore it was you Y/n. Even with my blurred vision I saw your dress. When I called for you, you answered me and came into the restroom. I told you I didn't feel right and you led me out.

I wasn't sure where we were going. I heard a few others whispering or yelling? I couldn't hear anything but the damn bass. I finally asked you where you were taking me when I noticed we didn't go down the stairs after a good while.

It got quiet and -- It was you.. It was you.. I was looking at when you began to take off my shirt. You told me I was sweating. I tried to tell you to go get Ran but you told me to lay down. You always take good care of me when I'm not feeling well so I trusted you.

But..

It didn't feel right, I knew we were in Hanma's house so I remember thinking the bed was dirty. But you kept touching me-- and it felt so good. Your fingertips were cold and it made my skin tingle. It made the burning feeling in my skin go away.

Then I--- I think I might have blacked out. It was like I blinked and you were naked on top of me. I should have known.. It was all my fault. I should have known.