Candy Coated. (RindouXF.ReaderXIzana)

17

Slight NSFW (Izana) *I kept it as Short as possible.*

Don't worry, more Rindou next chapter.
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You hated yourself the next morning... Or should you say afternoon?

You woke up to what seemed like a million text messages and missed calls. But not one from Izana..

It was both a feeling of relief and guilt.. Was he okay?

(He was fine. What you didn't know was, after ripping his bastard out of Tola. Izana decided he wanted to clear his mind, drown himself in booze and powder. But Kakucho stood by his side to make sure he didn't stop breathing or choke on his own vomit. If you looked through all your messages you would have seen the short lie from Kakucho..)

The rest of your calls were from your mother and sisters. She was frantic about something while your sisters were letting you know your mother was losing it.

It was a pain to get out of bed..

Rindou didn't want to let you go but his body was too tired-- yours was hardly able to move. But you needed to leave... Your mother would send out a search party if you didn't go see her.

You caught yourself kissing Rin goodbye. What were you doing and how did you let this happen?

Reality hit you like a truck.

You were a cheater but you still love Rindou, and he still loves you....

But you couldn't be with him, you wanted to be with him.

And you will! But.

Just not yet... You needed to leave Izana.. you needed to break his heart.

Could you do it?...

The feeling of shame and guilt of having to hurt Izana had you crying as you found your way to the apartment. Hopefully Izana had already gone to work? Hopefully he stayed out and fell asleep in his office?

That was half true, he fell asleep somewhere else besides your bed. And your hope turned out to be true when you stepped into the bedroom to shower and change.

Everything was still left in its place. Not a soul was here-- has been here. Even the little wrinkles you left on the bed sheets were still there from the morning before.

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Freshly showered and sore. You tried your hardest not to winced when you sat on your mother's couch.

Luna and Mana had also taken a day off from university just to see what your mother was losing her shit about.

"Have you thought of a venue yet? And what about the church?! I ran into that Shiba boy-- er should I say man now.. the other day and he said his church had beautiful stained glass windows. Perfect for pictures! What flowers did you pick? "

You made a face at your mother while she walked in with some tea and cookies. She was talking a mile a minute.

"Shiba? Which one?"

She rolled her eyes. Were you not paying attention?

Little did she know you were missing a certain Shiba. It was as if Yuzuha had suddenly disappeared from your life. You missed her so much but it seemed like she was avoiding you.. Senju too.. Even Hina left without saying goodbye..

Your mother continued. "The one with the restaurant. With the fish?... God what was his name again?.."

You lightly blew on your hot tea. "Taiju.. Was Yuzuha with him?"