Panic stricken ~ Skysolo

Chapter 10- Again

Luke's pov:

His lips were on mine again and he moved slowly. However I still seemed to be completely still. His eyes were closed but mine were still wide open. His hand was running through my hair and his kisses were trailing down to my jaw. I bit my lip from the contact of his lips and tried to distract myself.

He pulled my shirt and jacket off and soon followed my trousers. He made his way down my body and I froze up, "We need to stops doing this." I said stiffly.

He ignored my comment and pressed kisses along my hips, "Thats what you said the last time." His muffled voice said.

"But it's wrong. You know that. Your getting -ah- married soon." I said covering my mouth to suppress my whimpers.

"Well we're not in love or anything so I suppose it's fine." He said making his way to my inner thigh.

"Then what are we doing it for Han?!" I demanded my answer.

"Just like... sex." He said and shrugged his shoulders focusing back on my thigh

I froze.

"Is that all I am to you Han?" I asked, "Just sex?" I was hurt and I began tearing up.

His eyes widened, "No Luke I didn't-"

"Just sex?! Get off me Han!" I shouted, squirming to get out from under him.

"Luke I swear I didn't mean it like-" he began.

"I said get off!" I screamed. The scream hurt my throat but clearly got the message through to Han as he jumped off me.

I quickly got up and scrambled my clothes on. He begged and pleaded insisting he didn't mean it that way but I didn't want to hear it anymore. Once I was fully dressed I opened the door yelled, "I'm going to Leia's, don't talk to me again!" And slammed the door shut.

I rushed to Leia's room (which was just down the hall) with teary eyes. I was running lazily as I tried to collect my thoughts but I really couldn't. I attempted to dry my eyes however my attempt failed. I didn't know how I was going to explain this to Leia though.

I'm sleeping with your fiancé and he upset me probably isn't the best look - I would just have to lie. I reached her room and knocked on the door frantically, she answered rubbing her eyes. I had forgotten how late it was, "Luke? Are you alright?"

I nodded, "Can I come in?" I asked.

She opened the door wider, "Of course you can." And I walked in.

"Can I ask a favour?" I asked. She nodded and I continued, "Can I sleep in here with you tonight? Han's being a dick." I spat bitterly.

"Of course you can, lie down. Do you want to talk about it?" She asked lying down next to me as we both stared up at the ceiling.

"No thank you." I said closing my tear filled eyes.

"That's fine." She smiled squeezing my hand. "Han had quite a few drinks tonight so I can see why you don't want to be around in. Just get some rest."

The warmth of Leia's voice was comforting which made me feel like an even bigger arse.

I needed to sort this out.

555 words

But if a shorter sadder one :)