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TW: !!Self harm!!

Line after line people were called up to say their speech for Niki and his new husband.

Jisung watches as some of his 'old friends' start forgetting who Jisung was.

His 'old friends' being Niki's friends he met while in that relationship.

They kept eyeing Jisung like he was some kind of stranger.

The stares were uncomfortable and pressuring.

He wanted to break down and cry.

He couldnt stand anything anymore.

'Why did Niki leave me?'
'Im the problem'
'What are you Jisung?'
'Whats wrong with you?'

"Guys, i'll be back. I need to use the washroom." Jisung said to Minho and Jaiya as they slowly nodded.

Minho watched as Jisung slowly dragged his legs to the bathroom.

"Hes okay isnt he?" Minho asked.

"I think so.." Jaiya turned to watch Jisung.

The voices slowly faded as Jisung gets further away from all the commotion.

He pushed the bathroom door open and looked at him in the mirror. Using the sink as support for his arms.

He roughly turned the sink on and splashed water in his face.

Questioning 'why hes here?'

'Why is he always the problem?'

Jisung went into the cubicle locking it.

Slamming himself onto the wall and sliding down, to slowly crouch on the ground.

He buried his face into his arms and started crying.

Jisung was tired.

He never wanted to be there.

He slowly got up.

Not knowing what he was doing.

He placed his hands under the tissue paper dispenser (sharp part) and started trying to scrape his hand.

He aggressively pulled it back and forth repeating all the insults he got from people in his head.

Everything hes done wrong.

Why his dad left.

Why Niki left.

Why his mom treats him that way.

Maybe even Minho might leave.

The scars slowly appearing..

Jaiya and Minho were starting to get worried.

"Is he suppose to take this long in the bathroom?" Jaiya asked.

"No..Theres something wrong. Hurry lets go." Minho pulled Jaiya up and started running to the bathroom.

Slamming the door open and running to the only locked cubicle.

Minho kicked the door open seeing what Jisung was doing.

Jaiya outside with the door open.

"JISUNG!"
"JISUNG!"

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im so sorry for putting jisung in this..
i cried while writing this
especially with 'those eyes' playing.

that song made me emotional haha.
-lea💿

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