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I don't know what came over me. I saw him laying in that tree blindfolded and he was just so tempting. I stood there staring at him one moment and the next moment I was pinning him to the tree and kissed him. My thoughts were so loud. The more I kissed him, the more I wanted to rip the man's clothes off and make him mine. I couldn't go that far though. His struggling didn't help though as it made me more turned on by the minute. After taking a small bite to his bottom lip, I let him go and I left the area faster than the speed of light.
I was so frustrated that I let my urges take over me and take advantage of him like that. I wished he would understand what I was trying to ask. I want to protect him, and help him. I want to understand what was happening to him, and why he gave up his sword for a new method. After taking my aggression out on a tree, I calmed down and acted as if nothing happened. I went back to the night hunt competition for the moment.
As I was searching for prey, I suddenly felt strange. Almost like I was feeling someone else's emotions other than my own. These emotions felt like sorrow and ice. A chill ran through my skin as I turned and made my way back to where Wei Ying might be. I soon found him leaning against a tree with his arms folded and he was staring blankly at the ground. He looked confused.
I sighed and was debating on whether or not I should approach him as our conversations always ended up in arguments. As I turned to leave, I suddenly heard a voice but it was like not spoken through a mouth. It was almost like I heard someone's thoughts.
"Will anyone notice if I died?" I heard the voice say inside my head. My heart almost stopped when I heard it. I recognized the voice too...it was Wei Ying's.
Why can I suddenly hear his thoughts? Can he hear mine?
I glanced at him as I thought those to questions loudly inside my head. He did not even seem like he heard me say anything or even notice my thoughts.
So what happened? Was it from the kiss? Did I just suddenly gain telepathy and I am able to hear Wei Ying's thoughts after that one kiss?
"If I destroy the amulet, I'll die and my body will turn to ash. No one would find me then," I heard his thoughts again.
Wei Ying, why are you talking about dying or killing yourself?
I didn't want to give it away that I could hear his thoughts just yet but I decided to approach him, "Wei Ying?" I called out.
"Yo, Lan Zhan, I heard you have been busy in Cloud Recesses these days. I am surprised to see you here at this night hunt if you have been so busy," he said standing. He was now acting as if he was fine. He looked like he was contemplating not long ago.
"Been looking through music scores," I said, "would you like to hear them sometime?"
I heard his thoughts again but what I heard surprised me, "Lan Zhan, I wish you knew what happened but he can't. If he plays for me he will know they won't work on me. I have no choice to take this path I am on. I am alone in this and no one can help me."
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One Shots (Wangxian)
FanfictionA Wangxian book filled with One Shot short stories. ---------- Mo Dao Zu Shi inspired Fan Fiction: Characters are not mine but from MDZS and the inspiration of this FF was of reading various books and watching all the Untamed and MDZS. I don't own...