One Shots (Wangxian)

One shot 12: Aftermath of Guanyin Temple 🔞

His lips were always so sweet. He drank tea a lot and it was most of what I could taste whenever we kissed. I can never get enough of him either. After our lips touch it's like a fire ignites. It starts off as a spark and it grows into an intense inferno.

As we laid on my bed, he was on me, his left hand was wrapped around my waist while his right hand was resting on the bed beside me. My legs were spread apart and I could feel his hardness pushing against my own. We were only in our trousers so we had more skin to skin contact at the moment.

We just eloped, and we were now consummating. We broke tradition and had sex before marriage but we had so many misunderstandings that we couldn't hold back. We were both fresh out of confessing our feelings. We also had to deal with confessing in a very dangerous situation.

Never in a million years would I have thought that I would tell the man I love I wanted to have sex with him in front of not only his older brother, but Jin Guangyao and Jin Ling and all those other minions that Jin Guangyao had there. I couldn't hold back anymore though. I wanted him to know that I have always loved him, I just could never say so. I always felt unworthy.

"Wei Ying?" Lan Zhan asked me, "what is wrong?" He wiped some tears away that spilled over.

"So much," I said.

He sat up, "we can continue in a moment, tell me what is bothering you?"

I sat up too and placed my face into my hands. I needed a moment to get my words together. I let out a deep breath before looking at him, "am I a mistake?" I asked.

"What?" He asked confused.

"A lot has happened. I lost my mind during Nightless city, and I do not remember much of that night. After my Shijie's death, it was all a blur. I don't even remember how I ended up back at the burial mounds. Your brother had to tell me everything. Tell me all the torment you went through. I had no idea and I feel like an idiot. He told me the only mistake you ever made was me," I explained.

"He said that to you?" Lan Zhan asked.

I nodded, "it has not been the first time someone said to me that I was a mistake either. I am glad we married but I feel like I do not deserve you. Not after everything that happened. In the beginning when I was first resurrected, I tried to annoy you into letting me go, make you disgusted with me like you used to back then.

As we continued with the investigation, my feelings for you came back out again. I have hid them away for so long. I fell for you the instant I saw you. I was just so ignorant of it at the time. When you were drunk, that was when I could let my feelings come out because you never remembered what happened the next morning...I am so sorry about that too. I took advantage of you in such a state..."

I felt warm, soft, and sweet lips on my own again. I could tell it was Lan Zhan who was trying to get me to calm down. He pushed me back gently and was laying on me again, "I am not," he said, "I do not remember what happened the first time I drank with you? But the night we got into bed, I remembered it all. I pretended to forget about it. I wanted it so badly but I did not know what you wanted. You gave in so quickly too. I may have been under the influence, but I do not regret that night we had."

"I do not regret it either but I feel like I should," I told him, "I took advantage of you."

"You more likely took advantage of the situation. If the roles were reversed, I may have done the same," he told me.

I let out a sigh, "I think I am still trying to get over everything that happened too. My mind is in a million pieces."

"I understand," Lan Zhan said and placed a kiss on my nose, "let me help you forget everything for tonight at least. Let's finish our marriage, huh?"

I smiled and grabbed his face. I pulled him down and kissed him. We kissed as if it was the last time we were ever going to see each other; it wasn't the case but it's just how it felt. I felt his spiritual energy slowly trying to seep into my soul. I don't know why but I allowed it. I don't have a need for it anymore but I liked the feeling of his energy. It was soothing and warm.

"La-Lan Zhan!" I moaned as he kissed me down my chin, to my throat and stopped at my collarbone. This man knew how to please.

"Tell me," he whispered in my ear and nipped at it, "tell me what you want?"

"I want you all," I told him, "I want you in me, take me so deep into this bed that I can't even walk for a week."

"If that is what you want," he said and sat up on his knees. He removed his trousers as well as mine, "I even prepared a little something."

I watched him reach for a small jar of something on the nightstand, "what is that?"

"It's a lubricant," he told me, "I found the recipe and I had to make it. It read on the recipe that it's a good stimulant and adds to the pleasure of love making."

"I guess we will find out," I told him as I spread my legs open for him, "I am all yours my husband."

Lan Zhan smirked as he dipped his finger into the lubricant and set the jar down on the nightstand, "can you spread yourself open more?" He asked.

I smiled and reached under me with a cheek in each hand. I held myself more open as he requested. I watched him bring his finger down and lightly rub against my rim. I let my head fall back onto the pillow as I felt his finger slipping in and out of me slowly. I let out a soft moan to let him know he was doing good.

He added a second finger and curled them slightly. I felt the pads of his fingers graze against my prostate. I trembled at the touch, "found it," he said and began to message my bags with his other hand.

"You are good at this," I told him.

"I did some research," he admitted, "you know a lot about this so I need to keep up."

"I don't know a lot about male to male erotica but normal erotica yes. You are head of me on that," I admitted.

"Perhaps we will learn more as we go," he said as he removed his fingers and let me go.

I was already hard and pre-cum dribbled out of me. I watched him take another blob of lubricant and put it on himself before aligning himself to my entrance.

"Hold on," I said. I then rolled over and got on my hands and knees, "I always heard this was a really good position."

Lan Zhan smiled and gripped my hips as he slowly started to push in. I let out a moan as I felt myself getting full. I gripped the comforter underneath me as a leverage. Lan Zhan slowly pulled out and thrusts in, going at such a pace for a moment before going faster. As he moved I felt the need to push my hips back as he thrust forward. It caused him to enter me so deep that I felt dizzy...in a good way.

"Oh, Lan Zhan, so good!" I told him.

He placed a hand on my back and I felt him pushed me down gently. He had my face pressed against the bed, his hand on the back of my neck and his other hand on my hip. I felt him adjust slightly before ploughing into me. It felt so good I was drooling onto the blanket.

I heard Lan Zhan let out a moan and groan here and there and I knew he was getting close, "come with me," he demanded.

My body released upon command. It was like once he said the word, I let myself go. He thrusts so deep and let his release fill me up. He panted as he slowly pulled out and flipped me over, "the night isn't over yet," he told me.

"I know, I want more," I told him, "can I look at you this time?"

"It is what I want this time too," he told me.

He pushed himself back into me as he placed my legs over his shoulders. He had his hands under my waist holding me up onto an arch shape. He didn't go slow this time and started off at a faster pace. The more he went, the more my body arched. It felt so good, and he only thrusts his hips forward faster and harder as I pushed myself more to him. I reached my right hand down and began to stroke myself.

I soon felt him set me down and moved my legs around his waist. My arms moved around his neck and he began to move again. I let out a sigh and pulled him down to kiss me. This man was mine.

I knew there was a lot of stuff I had to get through yet but I was grateful that Lan Zhan was willing to be here with me. I'm no longer alone and I am grateful that I don't ever have to feel that way again.