Angelina's pov <>
I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't because of the bright light. I waited till my eyes could finally adjust the light and first thing I saw was a Grey ceiling.
I moved my head slightly to look right or left so that I can understand where I am and it turned out I'm in a hospital bed. But how ?
After trying for at least 5 minutes all the memories came back from the night I left my house while having panic attack and had an accident.
Gosh I thought I died, clearly not. I can't help but feel disappointed. No not because I was still alive but because I even was ready to do something like that, that I was so okay with it without thinking about other people in my life... especially mom and dad. I was not myself that time.
I closed my eyes that was burning with tears, tears of regret of rage of disappointment .
Suddenly I heard the door opening sound and I opened my eyes instantly only to find a nurse standing there with a kind smile on her face. Maybe because I'm awake..?? I don't know! She called some doctor name Elijah.
Almost after 5 minutes there was a young man in white coat who had the same kind bright smile plastered on his face like the one that nurse had. He looks like in his late thirty's , he checked me and asked me few things like if I feel some pain or if I'm nauseous.
Once he was done with his check up he told me he informed my parents and they'll be here soon. Since I was resting well they forced them to leave and rest a little or at least freshen up.
I found out I was unconscious for 3 nights and this afternoon was 4th day. This information had me gasp in shock and I couldn't help but feel even more guilty thinking about what and how much my parents must've went through.
They love me with their everything, god... I put them through so much. I was so selfish. I wiped my regretful tears and gave the said doctor name Elijah a weak smile since I wasn't in mood to speak to anyone I just want my parents.
He left me after assuring me and the nurse did my dressing which according to her she has been taking care of for past 3 days.
When she was done she left the room after telling me she's happy that I'm finally awake because apparently my parents weren't in a good shape at all which I already had idea about , in return i gave her a nod with a weak smile and she finally left me alone.
My thoughts started to wonder about everything. How I was living before I knew him how my life and i, myself changed so much, how selfishly I was ready to die like a coward forgetting my parents.
My head started to hurt but my tears weren't ready to stop. Just than I heard hurried footsteps outside my door and it opened revealing mom and dad with tears streaming down their cheeks.
They came running towards me while I was still laying on bed I was too weak to even try to get up.
Mom and dad came to my side and hugged me from both sides , hugged me so tight as if I'll disappear and I understand their fear their pain I really do. I feel so horrible as a daughter for being cause of their tears, worries , fear !
I couldn't help but closed my eyes and cried along with them, savoring the moment like a family unite. After what it felt like an eternity mom dad left my arms and sat themselves on my the chairs , holding my hands both tried to calm me down when they, themselves were still sniffing because my breathing was pretty hard and fast.
