Taehyung's pov <>
Finally.... I am done with all my song's shoot. It feels so good and I am quite satisfied with everything. It's perfect.
I can't wait to see my fan's reaction to my first ever album, solo ! Layover is close to my heart in so many ways i can't describe so instead I poured all my emotions into the songs.
Constant traveling really did a number on my body and work load was almost too much, especially I was worried about my fan's response. I know they're going to like it but I'm not so sure , I just don't want to give myself false hopes by assuming.
My taste in music is quite different from other member , different from what they've been seeing till now... although jungkook told me fan's are going to love it when he heard my songs and even helped me recording it.
In fact I recorded it in his house itself. I still don't want to assume things so the least I could do is wait and watch. I still have to do lot of traveling for promotions and I've to go for Celine event in Japan too.
Aishh work could be so tiring sometimes, don't take me wrong there yes I love what I do, i enjoy it to my fullest but sometimes everything could be too much to take both emotionally and physically.
And not only for me but for everyone who works in this industry. Honestly Working in entertainment industry could be pretty draining because of the shits we have put up with.
Anyways it's been more than a year since we announced it to our fans that we are going to work solo for the time being and explore new things that would help us growing in a different way and now we live in our own separate apartments .
We did everything we could as a group and now we wanted to show them different side of us. They met bts and knew them well enough. Now it was time they know us individually because all of us our different from what they've seen till now, not saying what they saw was fake but that was as v and now it was time for them to know and see taehyung, same goes for other members.
And as expected they were sad and some were angry where some were pretty understanding and supportive. They kind of misunderstood us thinking that we were abandoning BTS completely , it's either we weren't clear enough or because of media's Exaggerative assumptions.
But jungkook and namjoon hyung personally came live on different times and cleared the air in their ways, assured them we are never leaving bts this is not the end.. not now not ever.
And ever since than things are pretty cool in fact they're accepting things pretty quickly. We have the best Fandom in this entire world, understanding, supporting and accepting ! Well except for the part where we work with female artists ahem they're kind of protective and possessive but they still support us.
It's understandable in a way.. given the fact that we practically grew up together and they've never seen us with any female except for themselves (armys) let alone working with female on screen so it's kinda odd for them but we'll work on it I'm sure.
Okay some of them are little naughty I admit that i mean I get it they're all adult and it's normal for people to have attraction towards opposite sex .
I don't know everything they do behind our backs and I for some reason think it's better if it stays that way. Chucking to myself I got up from the bed of my hotel room and went into bathroom to freshen up. Since we are done with shooting now we have to go back tomorrow.
Once I was done with my shower I went inside my room in nothing but just a bathrobe . I took a plain black v neck loose tshirt and comfotable white shorts from my luggage and wore them.
Drying my hair I left them messy, applied some lip balm and left my room to have dinner with the cast.. well not before I took my phone and slipped it in my pocket.
By the time I reached downstairs everyone was already present there , happily chatting with one another which made me smile and my tiredness flew away in instant.
We all happily had dinner talking to one another , Cracking jokes , laughing at each other and after having a drink or two to celebrate the successful album shoot , we hugged each other goodbye till we meet next time and exchanged our good nights. By the time I reached my room I was already slightly tipsy because my alcohol tolerance is well.. almost nothing.
Giggling to myself happily I took my phone out of my pocket and decided to check on social media's.
In the end I went to weverse to see what armys have been doing entire day, I made a few comments on armys posts before going on YouTube to watch something.
Mostly I use YouTube to watch armys vlogs . Our fans really don't understand the fact that we love them as much they love us seriously, probably not in ways some of them want us to but rest assured.
We want to see them too, we want to know things about them too.. just how they want from us. We want them to be comfortable with us and treat&use us like a good friend they could rely on. Smiling to myself I didn't even realised when did I fell asleep while thinking about armys.