farewell || yeonbin

|| three ||

~Deep down, you know exactly where you stand with him. Hope blurs the lines a bit but, you clearly know~

Fairy lights hung up on the trees. A picnic mat is set beneath the cherry blossom tree. Chocolates, roses and teddies fill the mat.

"Soobin-ah. For as long as I can remember, I have had a massive crush on you. I was so scared to tell you but I think I should now. I like you. I love you. From the moment I saw you walk through those doors, I liked you. Those times when you defended the group as our leader, it was so admirable. When you comforted me, I felt butterflies with each touch you took. When you stayed with me way past the allowed time, just so I could practice, it was truly great of you" Yeonjun's voice says. "Be my boyfriend?"

Soobin stands there, feeling happy tears fall down his face. Words can't explain how happy he [Soobin] is. Soobin attempts to say yes but the words never reach the tip of his tongue. He also tries to go hug him [Yeonjun] but his legs are stuck to the ground.

The warm smile on Yeonjun's face fades. "I understand. Farewell Soobin-ah. Maybe we will find each other in the next life" He [Yeonjun] says, as he begins vanishing in thin air; hot tears threaten to come from Soobin's eyes.

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Soobin wakes up in wave of sweat and his brain overthinking. His heart thumping in his chest, for some reason, his dream felt like extremely familiar. Soobin racks his brain for memories to try and see if this happened before or not; nothing but somehow it felt like déjà vu.

Realising it was all just a dream, Soobin pulls his hair in frustration.

"Oh shit" the leader exclaims, rushing as he puts his clothes on and hurries down the stairs. He arrives just on time, expect no one is there, just a note.

'gone out, will be back

- yeonjun hyung & beomgyu'

and another one

'also gone out, also will be back

- taehyun and huening kai'

Soobin slightly rolls his eyes in annoyance. He had been dreaming and sleeping for so long that he missed his alarm.

"This is utter bull shit" he [Soobin] mutters to himself as he takes his time, making his breakfast. First, cracking the eggs and frying it until golden and crispy on the edges. Second, popping the bread in the toaster and collecting the toasted bread once finished. Lastly, Soobin placed some coffee beans into the machine and made his coffee.

Sitting down on the counter chairs, he receives a notification.

*new message from Jun*

He [Soobin] opens the message and reads it.

-sorry but Beomgyu and I will be out longer than expected, don't wait for us <3

Sighing, Soobin throws his phone backwards and onto the couch.

"It's always Beomgyu this, Beomgyu that. What happened to us?" Soobin questions, his thoughts lingering around. Suddenly, he feels a heavy weight in his chest and he runs to the sink. Coughing up flowers, petals and blood. Soobin's eyes widen in fear as he sees small branches in the mix, that mustn't be a good sign.

He [Soobin] chucks his coat on, his mask and glasses before locking the door and heading out.

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