I wish,
you'd look at me
like the way
I look at you
I wish,
you'd search for me
like the way
I search for you
wherever I go
I wish,
you'd love me
like the way
I love you
But I know you
do not want me,
and I know you
will never be mine
It breaks...
"I'm sorry but Huening told us not to go visit him. He will call us when everything's ok" Beomgyu reiterates, sighing as he repeatedly tells Taehyun.
Taehyun lets out several sighs as he realises he's not in love with Beomgyu anymore, it was Huening Kai all along. He only tried to fall for Beomgyu, knowing that Huening Kai would never love him back. But now, that's clearly not the case.
"What happens if we get there too late?" Taehyun asks, startling the fuck out of Beomgyu and Yeonjun.
"We won't, trust us. Huening's a strong one, he'll make it" Yeonjun comforts as Taehyun sniffs and wipes his tears into a tissue.
"I hope so" Taehyun mumbles as more tears drop onto the couch. "I'm so sorry, Beomgyu hyung for being a burden for so long. I only forced myself to like you because you seemed like a rebound from Kai"
Shocked, is one word of what Beomgyu feels at the moment. "Oh ermm, that's ok. You're forgiven" he [Beomgyu] quickly mutters, unsure of what else to say.
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(a bit later)
The three of them, playing the dangerous waiting game. The game no one dared to play unless they wanted to play with fire.
Yeonjun is situated in the kitchen, making some delicious dinner for the three of them, although he doubts Taehyun wants to eat but still makes his [Taehyun] serving, just in case.
Beomgyu is alone in the music room, producing their news songs. Working ever so hard on making the group proud.
Taehyun on the other hand is moping around the rooms like a ghost, just walking here and there without a sound. His blank expression made the ghost theory even more possible, his eyes telling a whole heart break story.
"HEY, KANG TAEHYUN. GET YOUR ASS IN THE RECORDING STUDIO" Beomgyu's voice exclaims from across the house. Taehyun reluctantly makes his way to the recording studio.
"Yea?" Taehyun asks in a groggy tone.
"Sing this" Beomgyu demands, handing Taehyun the lyrics and playing the melody. "Just follow the melody"
The younger gives a brief nod before attentively listening to the melody and humming along.
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(meanwhile in the kitchen)
"Those idiots messed up the cupboard" Yeonjun sighs as he rearranges the cupboard and takes out the necessary ingredients to make sushi. Seaweed, rice, cucumber, salmon and soy sauce.
Carefully cutting the cucumber and salmon before placing it into the rice rectangle and gently rolling it together with seaweed, Yeonjun places the neatly finished sushi rolls on the serving plates. He then adds some soy sauce on the side and delicately places the plates of sushi onto the dining table.
"DINNER IS READY" Yeonjun calls out as the two younger ones rush down the stairs.
"Looks good babe" Beomgyu exclaims, kissing Yeonjun on the cheek.
"Agreed" Taehyun backs Beomgyu up.
"Thanks guys. But if you think you can get away by thanking me and being nice to me because you messed up the cupboard, no chance" Yeonjun replies.
Taehyun and Beomgyu share an 'oh uh' look with each other before bursting out in laughter. The laugh is almost a laugh of mockery.
"I beg your pardon?" Yeonjun asks, crossing his arms.
"I beg your pardon" Beomgyu imitates, making some talking hand gestures as Yeonjun glares at him.
"That's it. You're not eating dinner today" and with that said, Yeonjun tips Beomgyu's portion of food into the bin. The latter stares at his boyfriend with wide eyes and mouth wide open.
"How dare you" Beomgyu huffs, pouting as Taehyun laughs.
Yeonjun merely gives a grin as a response as he [Yeonjun] and Taehyun begin eating their sushi. To Yeonjun's surprise, Beomgyu takes a seat next to him [Yeonjun] and eats off his [Yeonjun] plate.
"Excuse me Choi Beomgyu?! But what do you think you're doing?" the elder grumbles as he looks at his boyfriend with dismay.
"Eating dinner" Beomgyu replies as he slowly chews, giving a mocking grin.
Sighing in annoyance, Yeonjun stands up from his chair and walks to the kitchen and comes back with another plate of sushi. He sits down in his original seat and eats his sushi in silence.
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(after dinner)
'ring ring'
'ring ring' goes the sound of someone's phone. Yeonjun picks the phone up and answers it.
"Hello Mr Choi. I'm Nurse Kim from the Seoul Hospital (idk if it's a real place or not) regarding a young male named Huening Kai" the voice on the other end says.
The nurse pauses before speaking again. "Well, I just thought you needed to know as Huening Kai left your number as an emergency contact. But aside from that, I think you should come visit the boy. His room is 553 on level 5. Goodnight"
And with that, the nurse hangs up.
"Beommie and Taehyun, we should go visit Kai" Yeonjun announces as he walks into the dining room where Beomgyu and Taehyun were sitting.
Taehyun looks up at Yeonjun, tears threatening to fall down his eyes. "How is he?" Taehyun asks.
"I have no clue. But the nurse said we could go visit him" Yeonjun answers truthfully as he pulls the younger one into a tight embrace.
"What happens if I never get to tell him I actually love him?" came the shaky voice of the younger.
"What is meant to be will always find a way"
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(at the hospital)
The three of them reach room 553 with solemn expressions. As Beomgyu opens the door, Taehyun rushes past him [Beomgyu] and grabs Huening Kai's hands in his, tears spilling onto the bed sheets.
"Kai-ah, I'm sorry. But the truth is, I love you" Taehyun stammers as he chokes on his own tears, desperately searching for life in Huening Kai's eyes.
Coughing up a slight few flowers, Huening Kai smiles at Taehyun. "I'm sorry you found out so late. It's just that, you always were so into Beomgyu-hyung that I could never have told you. But now I guess, it's different" Huening Kai responds.
"I love you" Taehyun confesses as he leans in for a kiss.
