Tempted By The Dark Side

Chapter 11

You stayed locked up in your room for the rest of the day. As if everything that's happened wasn't bad enough, Tom haven't even tried to talk to you. You kept repeating everything in your head and overthinking. This must be really bad if he can't even look at you. You must have disappointed him in the worst way possible. What if Voldemort won't give you another chance? What if he'll kill you now? That day every hour spent in your room felt like eternity. It was almost unbearable. And when the evening came and you tried to fall asleep you couldn't. You tried reading but couldn't concentrate. The thought of leaving your room and seeking Tom crossed your mind. You quickly brushed it away. After an hour of blankly staring out of the window and another one of staring at the ceiling you sat down at your desk. You took a paper and started writing. You wrote all of your feelings down and your head felt much lighter. Then you burned it. You could finally think straight. 'I'm gonna go to sleep and decide everything in the morning'. Finally you fell asleep but not for long. You were suddenly woken up by the sound of footsteps. Someone was in your room. You turned the light on expecting it to be Tom but oh, boy, were you wrong.
TW: rape
Suddenly two strong hands gripped you and before you knew it, your clothes were torn off. It was Scabior and you smelled alcohol in his breath. You couldn't find a voice to scream. You were shocked. He tried to force himself inside of you but you still had some strength in you to try to fight him. You were kicking your legs and striving to roll him over but he was too heavy. Suddenly you had an idea. You made use of the moment when he tried to grip your throat and as he moved his hand closer to your face you bit him. His hand started bleeding all over you and that caused him to pull away for a second staring at you completely shocked. This gained you enough time to swiftly get up and find your wand. You pointed it at him. He was laying in your bed with his hands up, signaling surrender and a terrified expression on his face. It was a pathetic sight. What now? You could scream but no one would probably come. Nobody could help you. Tom wasn't there to save you. So you saved yourself.
Y/n: "Avada kedavra!"
Those two words came so naturally to you. It was over. Not only you finally got rid of this idiot but also of your self-restraint. This war that you've been having in your mind for past few weeks came to an end. Now the question of what to do with the body arose. You were still a bit shocked. Should you tell anyone? You decided to wait for Tom and tell him in the morning. You dragged Scabior's body to the wardrobe and hid it there. Then you took off the bed sheets with blood on them and threw them in there as well. You went to the bathroom and froze as you cought your reflection in the mirror. Your naked body, ruffled hair, blood smeared all over your mouth and a trickle of dried blood that ran all the way down to your stomach. You stood there looking at yourself, a voice in your head telling you "There's no going back now. He changed me. I am on the dark side."