Tempted By The Dark Side

Chapter 15

Next few weeks were all the same - if you weren't somewhere completing Voldemort's tasks you were spending all of your time in bed with Tom. There was practically nothing else, only killing and fucking. Tom was going crazy on you after every completed mission. That night of your first killing, when you found out Draco is a Death Eater, something broke inside of you. You realized there was no one left. It didn't matter if you became a villain.  You had nothing, only darkness and so you let it inside. Soon you discovered how it made you feel. The pain and fear in the eyes of your victims was like a drug. You got high on seeing them all paralysed by it and left completely at your mercy. Sometimes you wondered whether Tom hasn't hypnotised you somehow. You almost didn't recognize yourself. Was it all just some kind of a game to him? What if he manipulated you completely? What if the reason you became evil was just him getting into your head? But then again you brushed it all off because only one touch was enough for you to end up as a moaning mess every night.
T: "Say my name. I wanna hear you say you belong to me. You're my slave. Stop rolling your eyes and look at me!"
Y/n: "I belong to you, Tom Riddle. My body and soul are all yours. I sold myself to the devil." you said as he was thrusting into you while your hands were tied to the headboard.
Y/n: "I want you to show me I am only yours. I want to feel you deeper. I don't want you to ever let me go. You know I would do anything for you. Torture people for you..."
He looked into your eyes and groaned.
Y/n: "I want to kill for you."
That sentence made him finish. You enjoyed seeing him like that.
T: "You're sick like me. I love it." he said lying down beside you and pulling you in for a kiss. As you started falling asleep you were thinking about what you've just said. There's always been darkness inside of you and you knew it from your relationship with Draco. You enjoyed how toxic it was sometimes but this... This was a whole different level. You hardly remembered there were times when you couldn't imagine even thinking about doing such things. Look at you now. Look at what's become of you. But you needed to stay strong. You couldn't let these thoughts scare you off. The battle was getting closer each day.
*A week later - the day of the Battle of Hogwarts*
T: "Y/n, we need to stick together. Understood? Promise me you won't go out of my sight the whole time."
Y/n: "I promise, Tom." You took his hand.
T: "Are you ready?"
You nodded and you both apparated to the agreed place. Voldemort wanted to meet with everyone in front of Hogwarts. You were fascinated by how many wizards and creatures were there. You and Tom stood few rows behind Voldemort who was of course at the front.
T: "Let's go Y/n, father told me he wants us to stand beside him."
Tom pulled you through the crowd to the front. You soon discovered there were protective enchantments around the place so it will take longer time to get in. Everyone raised their wands and started hitting the invisible wall with spells, striving to break the enchantment. Everyone except you. You couldn't engage in doing so as you looked into your left and an old familiar face caught your attention and left you standing rooted to the spot. It was the face of a blonde boy, who you used to love so dearly.