In the dimly lit cell, Jax sat hunched over his little journal, pen in hand, pouring his thoughts and emotions onto the pages. Writing had become his solace during the long, grueling months of his sentence in Stockton. It was a lifeline, a way to make sense of the chaos that had consumed his life.
Ever since that near-death experience, Jax knew he had to document his innermost musings. He needed to leave behind a piece of himself, a testament to who he was as a father and a member of the club, in case fate decided to play its cruel hand. There was no old lady to confide in, no priest to seek solace from. So, his journal became his confidant, his sanctuary.
The words flowed from his pen, each stroke a release of pent-up emotions. The journal became a sacred space where he could bare his soul without judgment or consequence. It was his only refuge, a place where he could untangle the mess inside his head.
For Jax, the journal was more than just ink on paper. It was a lifeline, a lifeline that kept him grounded amidst the chaos of his existence. It was a reminder of who he was, who he wanted to be, and the legacy he hoped to leave behind. Without it, he feared his thoughts would become a jumbled mess, lost in the labyrinth of his mind.
So, he continued to write, pouring his heart onto the pages, knowing that his words held power. They were a testament to his struggles, his triumphs, and his unwavering loyalty. And as he filled each page, In that cold, desolate cell, Jax found solace in the act of writing. It was his therapy, his way of making sense of a world that often seemed senseless. Hope that his words would reach Abel when he became a man, that they would offer him a glimpse into the heart and soul of his father.
As the guard emerged at his cell, bellowing his name, Jax should have been filled with an exhilarating rush. Today was the day he had been eagerly anticipating, the day his sentence would finally come to an end. He was going home, back to his beloved son. With a heavy heart, Jax reluctantly closed his worn-out journal, his fingers absentmindedly tracing the rough edges of his kempt beard. A peculiar mix of emotions swirled within him, causing an unexpected wave of nerves to wash over him. It was as if a mysterious force was holding him back, preventing him from embracing the freedom that awaited him beyond those prison walls. The truth was, Jax wasn't quite prepared to confront the daunting reality that lay ahead. The mere thought of being a single father and the issues the club would now have to face sent shivers down his spine.
Jax took a deep breath and stood from his bunk he was free.
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THE LOST BOY ♡♡ JT.♡♡
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