Enzo

Robot

Lilly's pov:

"Hi mama, how are you feeling? I brought you some soup." I said pulling out the tray and placing it in front of her. I grabbed the spoon and started feeding her.

I couldn't look at her anymore, I didn't want that sight of her anymore. I wanted to remember her as sweet, loving, beautiful woman she still was but her skin was as pale as paper, she looked so fragile and breakable I was scared to move around her thinking I would hurt her.

Her hair has all fallen out so she wears scarves around her head. She has a brain tumor and stage 4 cancer. It all happened so fast and there was no saving anymore. She was stable but anything could happen now.

I puffed up her pillow and rearranged her blanket so she could sleep. I placed a kiss on her hand and walked to my room, showering and changing into workout clothes.

The past month has been a routine. I woke up, made myself ready for a mission, came home and took care of my mother, showered and did four hours of training, came back home, got beaten up and slept.

My father didn't call me his golden or special girl anymore. He called me a failure and not his daughter all because I couldn't kill Enzo. Somewhat I thought that he changed, he saw something in me but he just wanted a soldier and that's what I became. I had become what he wanted.

He was furious when he found out I didn't kill Enzo but I just acted cold around him and let everything happen. He couldn't see a reaction from me, I know that would satisfy him and make him go further. He sends me on missions and killings everyday trying to push my limit.

But I just held it all for myself. I've managed to keep my tears and cries and screams limited to my mind. I've managed to say 'Im fine' without breaking down and crying about how not fine I am. I've managed not to wrap my hand around a gun and shoot myself in the head.

Is there something wrong with me, am I so hard to love?

"Lillian!" My fathers raging voice came into my room as the door flew open, he grabbed my wrists and pulled me downstairs into the basement where most of his beatings took place but this time we were not alone. I was surrounded by six men who I recognized from the news. They were all rapists who got free.

"Dad, what are you doing? You can't leave me alone in a room full of these men." I said pleading to his arm, he had gone too far. He walked to the door and opened it slightly.

"Then defend yourself" He closed the door and locked it, leaving me behind as I hit the door multiple times. I finally turned around and saw the six men looking at me with nothing but lust in their eyes.

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Enzo's pov:

"Hello Mr. Bianchi" I stormed into his house walking past him. "Could we please talk?"
I saw the surprise on his face as I just barged into his house with no warning or bodyguard. The only thing I carried was a gun.

"Im suprised to see you Mr. Sainz, please follow me" He stepped before me but I stopped when I heard a loud cough and a door open. A bloodied person came from the stairs up in the living room.

"Lillian come with me" I heard Khai shout. The figure finally looked up and I was met with my favorite type of green.
"The fuck" I whispered. She saw me but walked just past me, avoiding eye contact. I wanted to grab he and asked what the fuck happend to her. Why did she have blood all over body? Why did she just walk past me? What has happened to her?

Rage got to my body as I thought everything Khai did to her.

We entered his office and Khai whispered something to Lilly, she walked to the corner and just stood there, head upwards, face emotionless, hands tucked to her side. I went to stand in front of her but she didn't look up at me.

It just looked like a robot was standing before me.

"Please sit Lorenzo." Khai said as I still looked at Lilly. "I prefer it if you call me Mr. Sainz" I said to him and I saw his expression drop as I sat myself down.

"I noticed that you tried to attack me. What were you thinking? Did you really think you could do it? I am not some kind of little mafia you can attack and steal from." I spit at him, I went straight to my point like always.

"I would have succeeded if that little bitch over there had the decency and courage to kill you." He said looking at Lilly who was still in the corner in the same position.
"In your dreams maybe" I said with a satisfied feeling.

That made him go mad, he smashed the desk and shouted all kinds of things but I just pressed my lips together trying not to laugh. After a while he finally cooled down.

"Lillian, grab the gun in the upstairs cabinet if you can. If you can't handle that then I will do it" he scoffed at her. "I just killed six rapists off me, I think I can handle father." she said as I stopped moving with my pen thinking about what I just heard her say.

"That's it, I've had enough of you" Khai shouted while walking towards her and grabbing the gun from her hands pointing it at my head. "Since you couldn't do it last time I will"

A shot was fired.

I looked up and saw Lilly's face go pale as she looked at the sight in front of her, her mouth a bit opened and her face full of shock.

"Don't you dare speak to her like that" I looked down and spitted on Khai's body laying on the floor.
"Lillian help me, kill him" he shouted at her as she was still frozen.

I stood up and walked towards her, grabbing her hand as I guided her towards the living room where I sat her down. She just let anything happen but she looked at me when I asked her "can I?" She nodded with her head but still didn't say anything.

"Here, in case you need it" I grabbed the inhaler from my coat and gave it to her as she grabbed it with her shaking hands.

I walked back into Khai's office, he will have no mercy.

I grabbed his limb body and placed it on a chair. I looked around the room and found some interesting things I could use on him.

"Do you think you deserve to die?" I asked him, cleaning up my gun.
"Of Course not, I'm Khai Bianchi. I have a name, a legacy" He said with a smile on his face.
"You have shit" I said putting the gun in my waistband.

"You will beg for me to stop, you will beg to die" I said as I grabbed a knife I saw laying on his desk.

"This" I stabbed it in his right tight pulling it down to his knee "is for calling Lilly a bitch" Khai screamed but I just ignored it, my hearing went to the sobs I heard from the other side of the door which made me even more mad.

I pulled the gun out and shot onto his calf.
"Do you know what it feels like when you have your airway cut off?" He didn't say anything, he just kept screaming "Answer me!"
"No," he finally said.

"Maybe you should know it, maybe you should feel how it feels for Lilly" I grabbed the knife and slid it across his chest pushing it down so I am cutting a hole through his lung. "Doesnt feel nice does it."

I know I had little time with him left so I did the most unimaginable things to him ending it by shooting him in every muscle knowing that he was dead already.

I grabbed my phone and called my people to clean up this mess as I removed my jacket so Lilly didn't see the blood on it,

She was still in the same position as I left her in, I crouched down next to her and wiped off her tears. "I know you haven't forgiven me and don't want to see me but please read these '' I handed her a bunch of letters to her, the ones I wrote everyday.

"Ty khorosh?" I asked her
"da" she whispered slowly. It took me by suprise that she learend russian but now she could speak it vluently. (Russian: you good? / yea)

"Take a shower, clean yourself up. I'll have food delivered and people will come to clear the mess. Go to bed early. Take it nice and slow tomorrow. Please."

I wanted to stay here and do all these things but I know she was still mad at me.

"Goodbye Lilly"