Onceler x reader

Chapter 4: y/n

I'm gonna do a few chapters in y/n, I kinda want this to be mostly y/n pov, so there may or may not be a lot of onceler pov chapters

I sighed, pushing the food around on my plate. I couldn't eat right now. I felt uneasy and now with the sudden realization that I have a huge crush on Once...

I shook my head before placing it down on the table and groaning. I really felt like crying. I felt a hand pull the plate from under my hand and I looked up to see once's face. He seemed slightly concerned.

I turned my head away, feeling ashamed. "This is the fourth time this week." He said. "Are you feeling ok?" He placed his hand on my forehead, as to check for a fever. I shook my head.

"I'm fine." I sat up, just to put my head back down. "I'm just tired. I haven't been sleeping well lately." It wasn't really a lie, after a while, sleeping on a couch is kinda crappy.

"Why haven't you said anything then? I would've let you take the bed." He sat down and the table across from me.

"I wasn't gonna take your bed. I'll be ok sleeping on the couch. I promise." I lifted my head up and gave him a lazy smile. He shook his head.

"Nope, you're taking the bed. That's final." He said getting up and walking to the bathroom. I sighed, I really hated when he did that.

I haven't slept on a bed since... I shook my head, pushing the thought away. I'll be ok sleeping on a bed...

Once came out of the bathroom in his bunny pajamas. I smiled at him as he set up the bed. He looked back at me and noticed me staring.

My face heated up and looked away, embarrassed. I heard him chuckle. "Here, it's ready for you."

I looked over and felt dread but I pushed it aside and walked over beside him. I could feel my chest close up. But still refused to let it show. Taking a breath, I crawled into the bed, smoothing out the covers. "Good night Once." I said, giving him a hug.

He chuckled and hugged me back. "Good night y/n" he walked over to the couch, turning out the light. I turned over and faced the wall, curling up.

I felt the tears in the corner of my eyes, as I squeezed them shut. I tried to breath in but my chest felt tight. Everything I've been feeling came up in a huge wave, hitting me at once.

I cried for a couple hours. Trying and failing to be quiet. I don't know what was causing this feeling, or why it was so strong.

I felt a strong hand on my shoulder rubbing it. I gasped as I turned over to stare into Once's bright blue eyes. He laid down into the bed beside me, opening his arms to pull me into a hug.

He whispered comforting words and phrases. His voice was really soothing and I calmed down. I fell asleep rather quickly.

I'm seriously tryna figure out if I want to go into a more detailed description of Y/N's past...