Me, My Ballet Shoes And You [BoyxBoy]

#CHAPTER 22

Harry's POV:
Since Scot broke up with me I haven't had the courage to go to school because I would see him. After a week, I went back to school but would still avoid him. When I saw him again, I felt like my world was going to brake down allover again. But when I noticed he was depressed I couldn't help but blame myself. We sat on a bench in the park and talked. When he asked me if he was going to see me at school I nodded even though I know I wasn't going to go. I felt terrible. I still loved him and I know he was right but it hurt. It hurt like hell. I cried myself to sleep. Until one day, I met a guy as I was on my way to school. He wasn't in the same school. As I got to know him better I really liked him and asked him out. He said yes. It has now been a month since we started going out and two since Scot and I broke up. I still loved Scot but I liked Ryan (my boyfriend) too. He was cute and funny. He made me happy. I needed a change of scene. But when I saw Scot walking to his house I thought why not catch up. I could tell him about Ryan too. But when we sat on the couch he bursted into tears. It wasn't for me though and all I could do was hug him and tell him it was going to be Ok. I felt useless. He pulled away and said "I... I'm so so sorry Harry. I really am. I never wanted to brake your heart. I really didn't. I think I did because I was scared and because we were going to quick. I am so sorry. Oh God. I am awful. I could I let you go. I could I let the love of my life go. I'm sorry." He was still crying. I had tears in my eyes. I didn't know what to say. And he had called me the love of his life which had touched me but I was happy with Ryan. Then he kissed me but I pulled away immediately and said "I'm sorry Scotty but I can't. I... I'm with someone else." At that moment he looked awful. I could see sadness in his eyes as well as regret. I felt terrible braking his heart like that when he had just confessed he loved me and that he was sorry. He then stood up and said "good for you. I'm glad you found someone that you love and that makes you happy. I need to go now." He faked a smile and left. I didn't follow him. It would bring hurt to both of us. Plus, I had a boyfriend now. And I really liked him.