Me, My Ballet Shoes And You [BoyxBoy]

#CHAPTER 25

The next morning I got dressed and headed to the hospital when visiting hours started (08.00am). His parents were already in the room so I thought I should go after. He was awake and crying. I had cried too. When they got out they said "oh Harry. There you are. Scot is asking for you." Andrew said. "Did he tell you what happened?" I asked. They nodded. "You should go in and ask him yourself." I nodded and headed towards his room. I stopped in front of the door. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I mustn't. But I did. I cried as I got in the room and I gave him a big hug. Then I sat on the chair. He whipped my tears away. I couldn't say anything. My body was numb. "You must hate me right now." I finally said. He giggled and said "no I don't. If not, I love you more." I cried again. How could he love me after all I had done to him? "I am the cause of all this Scotty. I... I made you commit s-" I stopped at the word suicide. I swallowed the lump in my throat and started crying. "I made you commit s..suicide." He whipped my tears away and said "no. I made myself do that by not accepting reality. It is not your fault." He squeezed my hand. "But I pained you." He sighed. The nurse came in. It was the same nurse as yesterday and she said "oh you again." She smiled at me and turned to Scot. "How are you today Scot?" He shrugged and said "I've been better but I'll survive." He smiled. "Well you should have heard this guy sing 'I will always love you' to you yesterday when you were still unconscious. It was beautiful and maybe that would have cheered you up!" She said. I blushed bright red. I didn't want her to tell him. I am a romantic and really didn't want him to know but I guess that wish is over. "did you?" He asked me, his eyes shining of all the water in them. I put my hands through my hair as I was nervous and nodded shyly. "Are you going to sing it to me now?" I looked at the nurse and whispered in his ear "maybe when you've healed." I was pulling away when he grabbed my neck and kissed me. I kissed him back. He open his mouth a bit to let my tongue in and his in my mouth too. The kiss was passionate. I had my hands on his face and his on my neck. We kept on kissing passionately for a minute. I then whispered in his ear "will you let me kiss you like that all the time? In short, will you have the honor of being my boyfriend?
- yes." He answered with a soft sexy voice. I smiled and kissed him again. The doctor came in followed by his parents. "So, you will be able to take Scot back today." I nearly jumped of joy but held it in. I told them I had to go and asked them if they could wait before taking him home. I went to the park near my house. It had a beautiful fountain in the middle. I decorated it with Christmas lights allover. I then used some on the entrance, swings and trees. I wanted to sing to him there. He was special and I wanted to show him that. When I finished, I took the promise rings I had bought and put them in my pocket. I went back to the hospital and told his parents. I had changed into a tux. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him. I wanted him to know how sorry I was. I wanted him to know he was my life. And this was my chance. And even if he rejects me, I would have told him how I felt and that's all I want. I was thinking of doing it when it's dark so we can see the lights properly. I was going to bring him there when he comes out of the hospital at 09.00pm. It was half an hour from the hospital. I was quite nervous. I didn't know what his reaction would be and I don't know if he'd believe me. Even though he already accepted to be my boyfriend. It is my fault he cut himself and nearly killed himself. I was glad he could get out. Even though he had to see a therapist every week since he nearly killed himself. The doctors said it would be best. Yvonne and Andrew agreed.