Secretly yours, [Slow Update]

Secretly yours: Fourteen

The things you do for friendship (or not)..........

You probably must be wondering why im sitting in a restaurant with my long time crush and his girlfriend.

Hell. Im wondering that too.

After oh so forcefully making Celia accompany me. Im beginning to regret some of my choices.

It was the ending of school and i was getting ready to leave when Jude approached me. Again.

"Hey, i was wondering if you have any plans for after school." He had said.

And like the dense person i am, i said no because i dont want to miss out on a chance to spend time with him. Again. I thought it was just us too.

Well, he proved me wrong "Uh...so you dont mind coming with me to the restaurant nearby? Delphine insisted. You can bring Celia along too."

And with that the smile faltered from my face. Oh right. Delphine, i totally forgot about her. Not.

I wanted to come up with an excuse not to go anymore but i wasn't one to ponder quickly, besides I'll feel bad if i reject him.

So once again, like the dense person i am. I agreed. And now the four of us are currently in the restaurant trying to make small talks.

"Im so going to kill you later." Celia whispered to me breaking me off my thoughts.

Oh yeah did i mention that i forcefully brought Celia here? Well she wasnt willingly going to come with me anyways.

So i had to get creative.

"Quit bluffing, it's not that bad." I responded to Celia.

"Oh yeah? Why didnt you come here yourself then."

That's a good question which i had no answer to and once she knew that I had no reply to that, she glared at me.

"Ok, look I'm sorry for dragging you here but i didn't want to be by myself. You know. Third Wheeling."

And with that she sighed, giving me a pity look "Ok but you owe me later."

"Thanks. Love you." I tell her while engulfing her in a hug.

"What are you guys talking about?" Delphine interruption cutting out conversation short.

I wasn't in the mood to talk to her so i let Celia reply.

While they both exchange conversations, my eyes wandered to Jude.

No matter how much I've assessed him before. There's something always fascinating about eyeing him again. He's dressed in a blue button up shirt with white shirt underneath.

His hair sat messy on his head which shows that he made no attempt to take care of it. And his finger were drumming on his thighs, which is something he always did as a sign of nervousness.

God, he looked really cute when he did that. And the fact that i was eyeing someone's boyfriend wasn't a good thing.

As i kept on eyeing him, his eyes caught mine and i felt the heat creep up my cheek. God, he caught me checking him out. I didn't know which one to be more embarrassed about.

The fact that he caught me checking him out or that my face is probably going to turn a different shade any time soon.

Embarrassed by that, i quickly averted my gaze and shoved the ice cream which i ordered upon our arrival into my mouth.

I shoved two spoonfuls into my mouth and tried my best not to choke on it. I use my ice cream as a distraction to forget the shameful thing i had just done and when i averted my gaze upward again.