now forever afraid of being loved

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where did this go wrong?


when did i begin to desire touch over feelings?


mountain mikes veggie pizza over feelings?


when did love begin to be something i avoided? something i loathed? something that completely grosses and freaks me out?


how can i crave something, yet despise it even more?


i dont think im capable of love anymore. 


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