Unaccepted Love~ (TFP× HP Serverus Snape× Valkyrie {oc})

Chapter 6: Let It Burn

The flame that ignited in my head, warned me that this headache wasnt going to let me out of its grasp and it made me want to die. To kill myself, to end my suffering. But as i thought about it, a certain song by Citizen Soldier, it was called Let It Burn.

Take my hand and look at me in the eye
There's still time left
Cut these chords, and kid, run for your life
Maybe you're broken, maybe you're shattered
With no reasons left to try
But you still have so much, so much worth saving
That you have left on the inside
I know you feel like you are worthless, that your day has come
The misery eats you alive until you come undone
You feel like there is nowhere left to call your home tonight
You are not alone, this is our time, and I am by your side
My friend, this is do or die
Hey kid, can you hear me?
Don't you dare pull the trigger and throw it all away
You have every reason left to stay alive
All this hell you have lived and seen
Drown it all in gasoline
Then light a match, pull the pin
You are not who you've been
The past is just lessons learned
Light it up and let it burn
Never thought that it would come to this
Who will save you?
Fading fast, now you are cancerous
I know you feel hopeless at the end of your rope now
The fear is eating you alive
So I'll be your reason, I'll be your shelter
I will not let you say goodbye
Have you no reason to forget your pain and swear you'll stay?
If you kiss it all goodbye, my friend, the world will be a darker place
I know you're scared to death, but this is not the time to hide
You were meant for so much more, won't let you leave this world behind
What will it take to survive?
Hey kid, can you hear me?
Don't you dare pull the trigger and throw it all away
You have every reason left to stay alive
All this hell you have lived and seen
Drown it all in gasoline
Then light a match, pull the pin
You are not who you've been
The past is just lessons learned
Light it up and let it burn
You will remember the day
You burned it all to the ground
I know you've heard this before
But you've gotta be strong now
This is not the end
Hey kid, can you hear me?
Don't you dare pull the trigger and throw it all away
You have every reason left to stay alive
All this hell you have lived and seen
Drown it all in gasoline
Then light a match, pull the pin
You are not who you've been
The past is just lessons learned
Let it burn
Let it burn
Let it burn
The past is just lessons learned
Light it up and let it burn~

I sung softly, trying to not hurt my aching head.

I wanted to run to Professor Snape, and tell him how i felt. I wanted to spill my guts, to be honest, to be held. And yet, here lay a ferocious Cyber-Devil that was scared of being rejected.

I lay on my bed sobbing softly, my appearance spell had worn off and i could feel every indent, scratch and scar that tainted my delicate skin.

I felt over my toned body, but i also felt how thin i was, nobody noticed that I was starving myself.

I drew more red lines with my blade before wrapping them up and slowly drifting with the music.

I wanted to end my suffering, but i had a small feeling that Snape liked me back.

The next morning my headache was 10x worse and i could hardly walk in a straight line.

Everyone in Slytherin gathered around, asking if i was okay, and i dissed their questions before making my way to the Great Hall.

I was walking past the dungeons when i collapsed, screaming. The pain in my head was too much to handle.

I heard the door beside me open to reveal a blurry black cloaked figure before i passed out.
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Chapter 7 coming soon.