Unaccepted Love~ (TFP× HP Serverus Snape× Valkyrie {oc})

Chapter 9: Limit

"Cute!" Was the reply from all of them. I looked at them with an evident blush.

"But why are you wearing a jacket?"
That question i waved off and made my way to the Great Hall.

I ran into the rest of Slytherin and they all complemented me on.my outfit.

All of Slytherin followed me into the Great Hall and the grand entrance we made, had gained the attention of all of the Professors. Even Snape.

A slight blush bloomed on my pale cheeks and i sat with my friends, my feet inder my ass. I felt Snape's eyes on me but i ignored him, and went back to my depressive thoughts.

Reminding me of the song Limit by Citizen Soldier.

At the bottom of a bottle filled with pills
Tables turned, lessons learned
A psych ward napkin changed the life I tried to kill
With three words, "Let it burn"
But I'd never change a damn thing, was born in 2016
The day that I stood face to face with death
When my world started cavin', it broke me and it made me
A poet for what people leave unsaid
Where do you run when you're at your limit?
Tell me, who can you trust to be the one to witness?
You come undone
'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love
So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough
I wish I could heal and say it's done
But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit, limit
Yeah, I think I've reached my limit, limit
But I learned how to live with it
I wasn't well, but I had peace
I had hope, normal things
Thought if I got the help I need
It could fix everything
I trusted medicine to save me, feels like it killed me
With tremors on the bed, I can't forget
Now I live with PTSD and pray that there's an ending
'Cause I don't wanna die inside my head
So, tell me, where do you run when you're at your limit?
(Where do you run? Where do you run?)
And tell me, who can you trust to be the one to witness?
(When you) you come undone
'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love
Don't think it's worth it talking 'bout the thoughts I tried to end with a gun, yeah
I just wanna heal and say it's done (don't wanna run)
But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit, limit
Yeah, I think I've reached my limit, limit
But I learned how to live with it
So if you're sick in ways that no one understands
Hope you know you're not alone
If we walk through hell, we might as well hold hands
We should make this a home
Where do you run when you're at your limit?
(Where do you run? Where do you run?)
Tell me, who can you trust to be the one to witness?
(When you) you come undone
'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love
So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough
I wish I could heal and say it's done (don't wanna run)
But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit, limit
Yeah, I think I've reached my limit, limit
But together we can live with it

It was a song i understood fully. I didnt.love myself, i was way.past.my limit, and yet here i stil was.

My thoughts were shook as Draco whispered something in my ear.

"Snape is looking at you." He teased lighlty.

I slapped his hand away as he went to touch me. My arms were still sore, no matter how well i looked after them.

It was soon time to hang out before curfew and i made an excuse that i had detention with Snape as i made my way to his classroom.

With two sharp raps on the door, Snape replied with a curt 'come in'. So i opened the door and...

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Another cliffhanger.
Chapter 10 coming soon.

Shadow out.