Unaccepted Love~ (TFP× HP Serverus Snape× Valkyrie {oc})

Chapter 14: Depressive Drunkenness

A/N: Mention of alcohol, rape and attempted suicide.

Valkyrie's POV

I flashed through my classes, each with a blur.
My teachers were worried about me, i was zoning out, not paying attention, giving randomly wrong answers. Everything i never would do.

River, Rocktop and Primage were worried and kept asking me if i was okay, and i continued answering with 'im fine, just stressed over assessments'.

They stopped believing that after a few days and stuck trying to get a true answer.

When i would walk the corridors my eyes would be flaming, resulting in everyone shrinking back and trying to disappear into the walls.

I didn't eat at dinner like always, nor did i turn up to the Great Hall.

I heard whispers of rumors and lies that passed the corridors, but i ignored them.

I was angry, upset, i had finally severed the Creator and Youngling bond me and Sire had possessed.

Sire was mad, something about me going out and passing myself around to the male teachers.

Once i heard this, i had defended myself, which resulted in a major blow-up. River, Primage and Rocktop had only heard me silently sob goodbye. They didnt know what had happened.

For some odd reason, Dumbledore had hosted a competitive dancing competition in the Great Hall. 75 points for the winners house.

I dared myself to enter and that i did.

Everyone who had signed up danced to soft songs or deep songs. But i pulled up a very upbeat playlist, thats lyrics were clean, and started off with a slight jazz routine before switching the deck and owning the floor.

Humans called it break dancing, and Jack, Miko and Raf had taught me before i went off and learnt harder routines.

I ended my dance with the worm, lifting my body off the floor and into a bridge, back onto my feet.

I bowed and nodded my head before leaving the floor and walking to a corner where i positioned myself with my back at the wall, one foot again the wall. Leaning into a cool position, i pulled the front of my cap down over my golden eyes.

I stood back and waited until the routines were over and watched as the teachers, who were also the judges, entered the platform.

Snape must have been offered the chance to announce the winner and i stood back, awaiting the moment someone's name would be called.

"And the winner of tonights challange is..." Snape spoke up and removed a piece of paper from an envelope. "... Valkyrie Rose Cain."

My eyes opened in shock and everyone cleared the way for the Professors' to see my eyes in a state of shock.

I slowly walked forward and stood in front of the teachers.

"Three cheers to Valkyrie of Slytherin and 75 points to her House."

There were cheers and accepted unwelcome congratulations.

The Ravenclaws threw a party and i was apparently the main star of the show.

I joined the crew in the Ravenclaw common room and there were all kinds of alcoholic beverages that i could indulge myself in freely.

I grabbed a bottle of elf made whiskey and moved myself to the chair that my name was labled on.

I seemed to lighten up, like i always did after drinking. I finally laughed for my first time in front of my friends. My pearly white teeth glistening in the soft white light.

Soon i was close to drunk and a Ravenclaw boy invited me to dance. I took up his offer and danced with him, my feet perfectly perfor.ing the waltz.

I didnt know the boy in my drunken state, but he soon pushed me into the wall, kissing me harshly and touching me in places that were not acceptable.

I felt dirty,but i saw a girl approach and hoped she was here to get this pig off me. Instead, she moved her boyfriend and punched me across the face.

I looked down and walked out of the common room and toward the Slytherin common room. I silently snuck past Snape's classroom door as i continued on to Slytherin territory.

Nobody had followed me, nobbody even knew i left.

I approach the picture covering the Slytherin enterance and muttered 'chocolate frogs'.

The doors opened to reveal an emptry common room. I made my way to my dorm and retrieved my razorblades and a dangerous fruit.

The fruit wasn't actually dangerous, but if mixed with Elfmade alcohol, then it could become lethal.

I made my way out of the Slytherin territory and said my final goodbyes.

I left and headed into a close broom closet. I carved 'Serverus' into the small dip of my shoulder before drawing different names into my skin. Sire, Carrier and Snape were carved over my heart and i healed the wounds but let them scar.

I slipped the berry into my mouth and started swaying. The broom closet doors slammed open and i caught sight of Draco and Rocktop.

"I love you Blair..." I whispered raspily at the friend i considered my sister.

"No! Dont go Valkyrie, come back!" I heard her and Draco sob. "Shadowhide! Shadow, Valkyrie, Val! Come on, stay with me!"

I saw the blurred outline of Professor Snape and McGonagall and heard someone say 'keep her eyes open, or she dies'

People distracted me and did everything theu could think of, even playing my R'N'R and Metal music.

I soon blacked out.

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Chapter 15 coming soon.

Night guys

~ Shadow out.