Unaccepted Love~ (TFP× HP Serverus Snape× Valkyrie {oc})

Chapter 10: I Hate Myself

I opened the door and stepped in. To be immediately captured in a passionate kiss.

The door shut behind me and i heard it lock as my Professor carried me to his chambers, placing me on a chair in his kitchen.

"Why dont you eat my love?" He asked softly.

"Because I'm not fully human. And I'm low on my supply of the thing i have to consume." I stated with a white lie.

Snape and i sat down and spoke foe a couple hours before a certain song flicked on, causing my tail and wings drooped.

It was I Hate Myself by Citizen Soldier

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay
I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place
I wish I could have a mental breakdown
Without turning my life into a ghost town
So many things I would change
But more than anything
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened
As much as I go through hell
For everytime I've thought of ending it all
Wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed
I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made up friends
I wish I could be honest about the ugly
Without every single person running from me
These days it's hard to have faith
And more than anything
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened
As much as I go through hell
For everytime I've thought of ending it all
Wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
The floods I feel
This storm could kill
I'm better off to keep it damned
'Cause the more I speak
The more I see
Just how alone I really am
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened
As much as I go through hell
For everytime I've thought of ending it all
Wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself

I listened and sung along with the song before seeing if the appearance spell covered all the scars and cuts on my arms.

There wasnt a single mark on me, so i removed my jacket and curled my wings around myself, content with what i now had.

Snape lead me to his small loungeroom and we shared the large lounge that sat against the wall.

I lay with my back to Snape and fell asleep.
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Chapter 11 coming soon.

Shadow out.