Unaccepted Love~ (TFP× HP Serverus Snape× Valkyrie {oc})

Chapter 5: Monster Made Of Memories

I walked to Potions with my Rocktop in front Primage on my left and River on my other side.

I rolled my eyes, i didnt need bodyguards, but they knew i was usually an emotional wreck when it came to rejection and bullying. I was also dangerous. But i tried to diss that feeling.

I sat at my desk and waited for Professor Snape to enter the class, but it suprised me when he came in with Sire and my blood Carrier.

I pounced up and ran to Sire and Carrier, not caring who wanted to judge.

"How is my little Femmling doing?" Sire whispered.

"I'm okay, but i dont like all the attention i seem to get." I chuckled dryly.

"Hello Blair, River and Marcus." Sire greeted. (Rocktop, River and Primage.)

"Hello Uncle Dexter." The three spoke in sync.

See, the thing with my family was that i would always get them to be formal and have respect. I would always stand in a soldiers position and have more respect.

I was a bit like uncle Magnus.

"You four are needed at home, this is urgent, hence why we are here to collect the four of you." Carrier spoke.

"Chloe, you may take these four children, i need to get to teaching." Snape spoke from the front of the class.

With polite nods we all turned and walked from the room. I marched up to Dumbledore's office, whispering the code word "Honeymelon" and passing the gargoyles.

With three firm raps on the door, Dumbledore bid us entry.

"Hello Ironhide, Chloe, Shadowhide, Rocktop, Primage and River. What can i help you with..." Dumbledore greeted.

We spoke with him about the situation and gave him an estimated time we would be back.

With the discussion closed, we made out way to Hogsmede and apperated into the desert a while away from base. I transformed into my Cybertronian form and streched my joints, doing multiple hand frontflips and multiple other agility exercises.

My adopted Carrier, Ratchet, opened a groundbridge and we entered base.

I saw Sirius and the other three human children standing on the platform.

"What's so important ~that you have dragged me from~ my best subject?" I grumbled using audioclips.

I softly played 'Monster Made Of Memories' by Citizen Solder as i listened to Sire explain the situation.

Woke up again in the pouring rain
I feel the windows shake, thunder in my brain
Every thought is like a hurricane
Destroying everything but it leaves no trace
Four walls made of skin feeling paper thin
Don't know if they can take what they're holding in
It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again (it's out for blood again)
I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep
It's a monster made of memories
It's alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh)
Monster made of memories (woah-oh, woah-oh)
Monster made of memories
My darkest own made a creature
That feeds on the fear of everything I can't forget
It walks beside me, gun against my head
So I look terrified 'til I've paid the debt
Four walls made of skin, feeling paper thin
And I know they can't take what they're holding in
It's death-threat, déjà vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again (it's out for blood)
I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
And no one believes me, but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories
It's alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories
Up all night 'cause I can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps me scared, so it can feed
It's a monster made of memories
Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared, so we won't speak
It's a monster made of memories
I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me, but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories
It's alive, like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds of the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories
Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared, so we won't speak
It's a monster made of memories

I was softly singing to the song behind my visor, i was angry that i couldnt do my favourite subject. Nobody was happy when i lost my temper, using Megatron's raging voice.

"YOU DRAGGED ME OUT OF CLASS, JUST BECAUSE YOU NEEDED HELP WITH SOME STUPID MYSTERY MURDERS!?" I raged with Megatron's tones.

"Come on~ guys. We're going~ where necessary." I grumbled, waving my dragon core wand.

We appeared back near the gates of Hogwarts and were welcomed back.

I walked through the halls and back to my dorms while the others left to their next class.

I sat on my bed and placed my helmet back on, blasting my music. Knowing i would have an excuse to skip dinner and my other subjects.

I also couldnt stand to face Professor Snape.

That would be like asking me to step into a room full of Scraplets. I wouldnt do it.

Hours later, the clock struck 6 at night and everyone returned to their dorms to get ready for dinner.

I lay on my bed, curtains drawn, with my helmet beside me and a massive headache.

"Sorry guys... I cant go to dinner. I have a headache." I mumbled, yawning loudly.

There most certainly a Monster Made Of Memories that nestled itself in the forefront of my head.
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Chapter 6 coming soon.

Shadow out.