Hange Zoe x Reader!! AU

"Are you sure?.." 38

Your pov:

It took time to finish, thankfully we did before it gotten a little late.

Hanji and I are sweating and was just sitting on the chairs, resting my back.

I wiped off my sweat off my forehead, my gaze fell back on Hanji. She was just sitting, her back leaning on the chair and whit her eyes close.

She was currently wearing a white blouse/polo (idk what that thing called im sorry) making her body noticeable.

I blushed, seeing her chest rise and fell back down. I quickly snapped myself away from my thoughts before standing up.

'I cant let anyone see Hanji that way!!'

I started to go overprotective mode. I quickly snatched her black coat from the stand, before putting it around her, covering up her chest.

I tensed up, Hanji had suddenly grabbed my hand out of nowhere but she still has her eyes close.

I blushed still, embarrassed on the fact that i must've invaded her privacy...

"What are you doing, love?.."

I froze, i couldn't reply as my body tremble. My blood rushes through my face, making me red even more.

"Y- your sweating, and your clothes-"

"Ahh, i see now..." Hanji finally opens her eyes. Taking the black coat.

"Thanks love." Hanji smiles, i nodded my head, still nervously shaking.

I just nod, before walking away, Hanji seemed confused that way her gaze follows me inside the kitchen as i disappear...

'Ahhhh!!! Im falling again!! I cant be seeing Hanji that way, snap out of it Y/n! She cant find out about this!!..'

I felt embarrassed, i never knew i had the chance to look at Hanji like that for too long.

I felt guilt rush through me again.

"I cant see Hanji that way, she's too sweet to be seen that way. Gosh I need to me more careful...'

My body froze as i kept overthinking over little things such as this.

'I must've been pretty lucky, because u have Hanji as my lover, did she loved someone else before me? Wait–'

I felt jealously risen up my whole body, taking control. I frown slightly. I knew i should trust Hanji, well because she is still my lover.

Though i wanted to ask if she ever had liked someone else before me, and i hope this doesn't lead to disaster-

Suddenly, i feel arms hugged my waist tightly. I tensed up.

"H- Hanji!-"

"Shh... your... your ignoring me..."

My eyes widen, i didn't realize that i was ignoring Hanji. Though i dont know how i offended her.

"What do you mean?.. i didn't-"

"You didn't, and yet i feel that your hiding something from me..."

"W- what? No! Of course not!"

I nervously smiled, i didn't want Hanji to think that im getting weird again... she just has to deal whit it uncomfortably, and i dont want to be a bother again.

I had been getting weirder for the past few days, and Hanji seemed to noticed it day by day.

I know to myself that i shouldn't worry Hanji much, i would be such a bother to be honest. And maybe im over reacting on little things i shouldn't worry about.

"Cmon, love! Dont hide this things from me, is there something wrong?.."

I sighed softly. Im about to bother Hanji again, when will i stop being such a burden...

I felt my whole body and mood down. I knew something was up inside me, though i dont know what it was.

To be honest, i didn't know it got this far off from what i expected. Just from knowing that Hanji had her one staffs eyeing on me, and from this.

I dont know if i should be trusting Hanji so much, maybe too much in which the results will go down hill.

I was just being too worried again. I felt more down than usual, and this thing just pops up ruining my mood.

Does this happen to you often?.. like, you get that something was up whit you, though you dont know what it was? Its getting you down out of no reason, and you're just in the bad mood suddenly?.. i hope not...

The fact that it just pops out of nowhere, its kinda annoying to be honest.

"Look... im just bothered by something that is not related to any of this. Its quiet confusing aswell, so i... i thought j might keep it to myself and... since you probably wont get it."

I chuckled softly, trying to lift the mood. But my voice just seems to prevent that, my voice was kinda low and definitely away from usual mood.

"Love, im afraid you're hiding something. Please tell me whats wrong?.. i cant bare seeing you frowning each seconds i see you,"

Hanji then pauses before adding;

"Are you...- are you getting tired of me?.."

My eyes widen, hearing Hanjis respond.

"What makes you think that?!"

I felt Hanji loosen her grip around my waist before completely letting go.

"Hanji, im not growing tired of loving you! Thats just not it!.. im just getting too worked up on little things that i shouldn't bother being worried to! Its not about you Hanji, its me!.. i barely trust myself because of this, and im afraid i'd messed our relationship that we've got now!!.. im afraid that if i did something wrong, we would fall apart completely!.. im scared that you'll fall for someone else, and also before me!"

I froze. I didn't just broke down did i?...

I saw the look on Hanjis face. Her look was worried, sadness and guilt?.. why was she looking at me like that?..

"Hanji-"

Suddenly, Hanji had pulled me to a kiss. Pulling me by my waist and kissing me deeply, it took a few moments before she'd pull back.

"Im sorry... i didn't mean to say all those things to you, Hanji... im just... being too worried that i find that it would be a bother to you..."

Hanji hugs me tightly, burying her fave to my shoulder while she holds her arms wrapped around me tightly.

"Love, if you ever need help, dont be afraid to ask... dont get yourself too worked up, dove,"

"I never knew you were hiding this much suffering from me, and im afraid that ill loose you because of it. And i hope you'd finally got the right time to open up..."

Hanji says, i blushed slightly. I hugged Hanji back.

"I never had love someone else before you... just before Levi had finally introduce me to you, we were messed up kids and i... well i dreamed of having someone by my side, and i couldn't find the perfect one just as you are...

Yeah.. i did like someone else before you, but it was messed up, but not like right now. I get to spend time whit the one i truly love..."

Hanji said all that to make me tear up. I never knew Hanji would be in the past still, hurt and sad...

"Hanji... I-..."

'Should i ask?..'

"Ill tell you everything, though it would be a long story."

Hanji finally lets go, backs away a little though still holding me. I smiled softly.

TBC!!

Y'all thanks for reading, im doing another A/n and its going to be important... and here is a few questions.

Should i do a face reveal? I knew i hadn't been here for too long, but! Want to get to know people on this app much more. And i already started to have online friends here!!

Thank you for reading, BYE!~