My husband.. is still inlove with his first love.
I knew it from the start but I still hoped that maybe someday.. we could share the same feelings.
Sinubukan kong baguhin ang isip niya, at oo nabago ko ang isip niya pero iba pa rin ang laman ng puso niya.
Can you believe it? For years of being married ay hindi man lang ako nabiyayaan kahit konting pagmamahal galing sa asawa ko.
He was like a robot.. A robot that was already been programmed to play the role of my husband.
Uuwi siya sakin, sasabay kumain, tutulong sa gawaing bahay, sasamahan akong mamili ng mga kailangan namin.
Akala ko maayos na.. kaso hindi pa rin pala.. at hindi na rin talaga.
"H-here.." My hand trembled and my voice almost broke when I handed him his suitcase.
He looked at me with full of confusion but of course. I won't be blind anymore. Hindi na ako magpapaka- martyr para lang mapanatili yung lalaking mahal ko.
"Why are you giving that to me, Love? Are we going on a vacation or something?" He chuckled.
Love.. Oh, to be called love by the love of my life but I wonder if it's really meant for me or he's just saying it because he doesn't want to hurt me.
"You're leaving right?" I looked down on the floor to avoid his gaze.
"L- leaving?" he stuttered a bit.
"She left the country and you are planning to go after her.. right?" I said slowly.
It's breaking me. Knowing that even after years had already passed. Updated pa rin siya sa first love niya.
I saw his plane ticket to Paris, France. Exactly where his first love went last week. I even saw their texts. They are planning something kaya pinapadali ko na.
"What are yo-"
"Stop lying to me! I know you are trying to get her back but isn't cheating to go back to your first love while you are still married to me? Sobrang sama mo, Rivas." I broke down in front of him.
"I- I'm sorry, Ariadna."
Hindi ko na kaya.. Sobrang sakit na.
Marahan siyang naglakad palapit sa akin at kinuha ang suitcase na hawak ko dahilan para tuluyan akong paluhod at napahagulgol.
"I'll send the annulment papers tomorrow." sabi niya at narinig ko ang pagsara ng pinto kaya mas napalakas ang iyak ko.
"And cut!"
