Destiny🥰

Our love story begins!

I was too nervous just with the thoughts of having him under the same hospital roof. I was in surgery department doing my intern posting. He was in his own psychiatry department.  We could meet anytime anywhere and that what excited me alot. But I was posted in neurosurgery which I came to know after I reached hospital. Neurosurgery ward was behind the postoperative ward so we had to wear gown and were barely allowed to come out of the ward. This means I have less chance to meet until luck/miracle happens. Just as I entered the door my phone rang.  I looked on the screen. It was his name. My heart skipped a beat. Ah! So, this is how you feel when you're in love. I mean even a name on the phone screen leads you to smile wide enough to make you look around just to escape other's eye. Anyway I answered it. He asked me if we could meet befor I could enter into the neurosurgery department. So, I agreed to meet him. It was pleasure. "How did you know I was posted here?" I asked.
"I just knew. Everyone gets it signed before they submit the postings" he joked with me.
I laughed even though deep down I felt so empty. I didn't know why. For the very first time after proposing him he gave me something unnecessary answer.  I thought may be he was in a mood to joke. Good vibe and good mood to meet before the work so he might have lighten the environment. Despite hollowness I tried to brush it off me. After biding adieu I went to scrub myself preparing to enter the ward. The medical officers assigned there were so helpful, even the consultant were ready to make you easy your curiosity. Who would keep the trace of time when you are so much enjoying the posting. And that's what happened to me too. I forgot the time. Around 5 pm we were notified its over for today. Oh what a busy and enjoyable day we had. A blast is about to come.
As soon as I stepped out of my hospital there was my newly made boyfriend, someone I somehow forgot 😅.  We went to a restaurant but I couldn't stop talking about the day even after we reached restaurant and start eating. In the middle of our snack he went excusing himself. But when he cam back I could smell reck of smoke 🚬 . I coughed as a reflex to smoke. He didn't even bother to ask me or offered me water. I was surprised and annoyed. I asked him if he smoked. He said nothing but gestured me to eat up quickly. I asked "Is there something coming up? I can sense you being nervous."
I nodded no. I moved to his place and sat next to him. His legs were trembling. I put my hands on them. "Tell me honestly why are you this nervous? Did I tell you something out of blue?" He nodded no. I made him look into my eyes.  He then answered " I feel like you're drifting away, because we haven't kiss yet and you are here telling this that about medical officers or those consultants. I don't know what are we?"
With a big smile I kissed him on cheeks. He said," Anyone can kiss here. If we're official then why don't we kiss like lovers? You know right? You know how lovers kiss?" He said and gestured like this like that with his hand. Suddenly I felt hot. So hot 🔥 🥵.  I wasn't ready for all this. Bit I don't want him feel insecure too. I mustered my courage and told him," Actually we have a lot of time for it. Do you not think? How about cheek kiss only for today?" I blushed.

Before I could finish my word he got up went to the counter and paid the bill. I was shocked. I felt so lonely.  I felt disrespected. I slowly got up from table and went to him. He started his bike we went off with complete silence. At night it hurts much I cried. What went wrong?😭