Friday, 8th of March
20 weeks & 3 days
Or
5 months and 3 days
Words: 1465
TW
⚠️anxiety attack⚠️
AN
Please don't judge her. Everyone gets triggered by things and I understand why she would get triggered by this. Before you judge, think how you would feel if this happened to you in her situation. Put you feet in her shoes before u comment something negative or judgmental. I would say enjoy this chapter but there's not much to enjoy except for one thing.
"Your house is beautiful. I always expected you to live in something like this. It matches you perfectly." Draco says before he steps up the steps to the door.
"I wanted something that was... different from what we grew up with." I looked at the outside of the house with Draco. "Well anyways let's go put these clothes in the washer." I walk inside with Draco behind me.
"Sorry if it's kinda a mess. I told her not too clean up after me in the living rooms. She finally agreed after trying to convince her for a week." I smile referring to Topsy. "Anyway, down stairs to the left and down the hall to the right is the launders room. I have to go get something from my room upstairs. I'll be down in a minute." I point to the hall that leads the that basement hoping Draco won't get lost.
I walk to my room and start looking for the present I bought Draco awhile ago. I thought since we talked a lot today about our troubles and he's over helping me get stuff ready for the babies, this is the best time to give it him. Hopefully it will make him feel better.
After searching for 5 minutes I finally found the shirt. It's a green sweatshirt that says, "father of future quidditch champions, Scorpios and Sarin Malfoy." I know he'll put them in quidditch no matter what I say since he loves the sport. And he'll love it since I have a matching one that says "mother of future quidditch champions, Scorpios and Sarin."
I hurry up and grad the sweatshirt and run out of my room just to come face to face with someone that I'd never think would be in my house again. Hannah Abbott in towel. Why is she in my house with a towel on? And why is she alone in my house? She looks as if she just got out of the shower and is dripping water on my freshly mopped hard wood floor.
My new hardwood floor I made my parents put in before I moved in. The wood I picked out. Beautiful dark wood with no scratches in it. £1700 worth of hard wood floor just on the upstairs. And now there is water dripping on it that will most likely stain it a foggy white color if it doesn't get cleaned up in a matter of seconds.
My heads foggy and confusion is written all over my face. The only words I can get out are. "Your dipping water on my floor." I whisper under my breath Before I shut my door and walk down the hallway to the steps. As I run as fast as my pregnant body can I run into Leo. But I can't say anything. I don't even look in his direction but I can tell he's shirtless and carrying a cup full of something.
Thoughts are running through my head at the speed of Firebolt chasing a snitch. 'Why is she in a towel?' 'Leo just slept with her.' 'He cheated on me 4 months before our wedding.' 'Why is this happening to me!' 'He doesn't and won't love me' 'Nobody is going to love me' 'I have nobody' 'Nobody needs me. I should just leave' the thoughts won't quit going through my mind.
My lungs are heavy to breath from. It feels like my hearts burning from the inside out. My throats burning and my face has water on it. Why does my face have water on it? Why is it still on my face? Someone get it off! Why won't it come off! Please someone get it off. My mind yells as I speed walk down the hallway. It feels like my face is under a waterfall.
Someone grabs into my arm but I can't tell who it is. My mind can't make out who it is even though I can see perfectly. Why can't I tell who it is? PLEASE MERLIN HELP ME! WHAT IS HAPPENING! My feet slip from underneath me. My chest won't quit hurting. Why won't it stop hurting! What is happening to me!
Voice are slipping into my thought. "Y/n! Liston to my voice! Please! Look at me!" It keep on saying. Who is saying these words? Maybe it's the voice in my head that is trying to stop the screaming.
My body is engulfed in something tight. I cant see what it is and I can't tell by the feeling either, it just feels like I'm getting suffocated.
Someone's face is leaning against my head talking but I can't hear. All I can here is the voice in my head repeating " SOMEONE HELP ME! SOMEONE GET THIS WATER OFF MY FACE! I FELL LIKE IM DROWNING! HELP! HELP! JUST FUCKING HELP ME GOD DAMN IT! IM SUFFOCATING TO DEATH! JUST HELP ME!"
Why won't this stop! My heart is hurting more and more as time passes. My breathing gets shorter but faster as every second gets longer. This doesn't feel like it's going to go away. Why can't i just stop! Why can't I speak! What the fuck is going on? Why is my stomach hurting so bad!? Merlin make it stop! Please
Finally I can start to hear voices around me. Draco's telling me a story about strawberry milk but I can't understand anything. I can't finally start to understand what's going on, Dracos arms are wrapped around my body and his jaw is against the stop of my head.
He doesn't stop telling stories till I can breathe ok and I stoped shaking from the crying. Now I just slumped up against Draco chest and he shushes me while rocking me. My body's in pain but I've never been this relaxed before. I feel as if I can stay in this position and sleep forever.
I hear people running from upstairs and yelling. Draco just pressed his hands against my ears as the sounds get louder, keeping me from hearing the commotion. I can hear muffled words but I can't tell what their saying. I hear people arguing and Draco's pressure on my ears increase. He really doesn't me to hear the conversation.
Finally someone runs out the room and someone goes chasing after them at full speed while yelling stuff.
Draco says something but I can't understand him. His words are just coming in one ear and out the other. I guess he knows I don't hear him and just helps me up on my own.
"Ughahhhh." I yell and grab my stomach in pain. Something's wrong. Really fucking wrong. "Make it stop!" I yell through gritted teeth.
Draco immediately wraps his arm around me and conjures and chair for me to sit in. "Y/n what's wrong!" He asks frantically. His eyes are soft and scared. He doesn't know what wrong and neither do I. "Alright we're going to St Mungo's." He says as he picks me up and apparites us.
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Oops left a cliff hanger. Guess you'll have to wait till the next chapter is posted to figure out what happens. 🤭
Also fuck Leo/Ernie. I planned for him to do something to make y/n hate him and since I just got out of a relationship and I got cheated on, I decided to go with that.
Don't judge y/n for her freaking out. I've only ever had 1 panic attack in my life but I've also been in shock before. And this is what it feels like to me with both combined.
Remember I love y'all and thank you for reading! Don't forget to vote. 👇🏻
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