Amabel (Draco Malfoy x reader)

37 | end it |

Saturday , 9th of March
20 weeks & 4 days
Or
5 months and 4 days

"Draco I'm fine. I have topsy by my side at all times now. I can have her do anything in a matter of seconds. You don't have to stay. And plus you have to go back to Hogwarts tomorrow." I try to make myself as comfortable as possible but not much can be done to be comfortable in my state.

"I know, I know. But I worry about you and the babies all the time and the doctor said you are now at a high risk pregnancy. I can't have you go into labor early cause you accidentally did something." His eyes grow dark and his emotions are tucked behind brick walls placed in his eyes.

"I know but you don't have to worry about me to much, your mother and father will check in on me a few days a week. And my father will be over a lot." I try to reassure him but the sight of his jaw clinching makes me know I didn't help the situation.

"Draco I promise I'll be safe, I'll try to rest for the rest of the pregnancy, I'll only walk and go downstairs if I need to, and I'll only ever do stuff that takes a lot of energy when I really need to." I grab his hand a squeeze it hoping that will calm him. His eyes soften a tiny bit before they go back to stone cold.

"I'll have topsy send me daily reports back to me while I'm at Hogwarts. I mean it Y/n Demi Amabel, don't do something stupid!" His tone is harsh enough to make me not wanna do anything.

I just nod my head and watch him go over everything in the room making sure that I'm safe and I don't need anything from downstairs.

"Well I suppose I should go back home and back my bags so I'll be ready. If you need anything, owl my Mum, Dad, and your dad. And if you really need me, I'll come straight here at your word." He wraps his arms around my shoulder and tightens them around me like I'm going to float away from him.

"Always." I say as I tighten my arms around him hoping that this familiar feeling that I'm feeling won't go away. I don't really know how to describe the familiar feeling except for warmth and comfort.

He pulls away and looks down at me taking the warmth and comfort away before walking out of the leaving me alone and slightly scared.

I don't like the feeling of scared or alone. It feels as if there's nothing in the world holding you in place where it feels perfect, so you feel like your floating away, Away from everything you thought was once good, once brought you comfort when things bad, once mad you feel like a little girl hugging her dad after having a bad day.

I feel like I'm that little girl that had a bad day except I have no one to hold me, no one to keep me from floating away. I haven't felt like this in awhile and I'm scared this time no one catch me before I float away for good this time.

-

"Is miss needing anything?" Topsy asked from the side of the bed while taking my half eaten breakfast away. I haven't been able to eat hardly anything except for soups and soft comfort food.

I don't reply verbally to her question. Instead I keep looking at the blank wall we're a picture was once placed. A picture of me and Leo sitting at a cafe laughing and smiling. I wonder if he was with that girl then.

How can a man be perfect to the eye but behind closed doors it's a complete different world. How can he kiss me and tell me I'm the perfect women and then go sleep with his ex? How can he tell me all these things without actually meaning them? Am I just a game that needs to be played? He definitely played me like a fiddle and instead of just hurting me, he hurt my babies.

The thought of him hurting my babies make my blood boil. He could have done anything else to hurt me and it wouldn't have affected the babies, but he chose to do this.