Fear is a virus that can infect, weaken, not only fairies, but also entire dream worlds. It's a virus that takes away your voice... a demon that wraps itself around your neck like a lasso over a gallows and darkens your vision like grinning death it...
The other night there was a meteor shower. Although no one could see it, since the sky was cloudy...
... and even though I wished my intuition was wrong, Yeonjun's star fell as well.
I felt it from the storm, it didn't let me sleep peacefully... it ached.
It was like the strong rain washed him away from all memories... except ours... and like the Mother Nature hid every clue of his existence.
Jun said Soobin would worry too much... well...
He was the first one to went to the eldest's room that late gloomy morning.
Heavy breathing, noise and sobs woke me up. I felt distress in my chest. It terrified me.
I found Soobin having a crying fit... a panick attack. He couldn't stop wailing, to hitting the wall, sliding his palms along it...
It was empty... the wall where the door into Jun's room was supposed to be... now there was nothing. Nothing except for paiting of Soobin's bloody fingerprints.
Taehyun held Soobin tight from behind around his chest, trying to calm him down. He probably even tried to use his mind magic to take some of Soobin's emotions, mainly his tearing sorrow, but it had to be too hard, because I saw tear-drops falling from his purple eyes as well.
Soobin was a really strong person, but Yeonjun was like our main pillar... someone even Soobin could lean on... However, now he was gone. No... he and everything related to him literally disappeared, not even a star dust left.
He promised he wouldn't leave us...
My heart went crazy as if poisoned... Eyes got teary... as the pain veined into me. I wanted to join Soobin immediately, but I couldn't even make a move, only clench my fists and watch my suffering lovers... the mess Soobin made while he was probably searching for any piece of Yeonjun beside his own memories.
Then my and Taehyun's glazy eyes met. I felt his presience in my head straight away what gave me an ability to step forward.
"Don't bother with me!" I stopped Taehyun from using his powers on me and bravely stood before Soobin.
I grabbed his wrists and caught his eyes by mine.
"I don't understand it...," Soobin whispered high, loosing his voice in tears.
Facing him I barely held back a sob. This man was the one who always cared about me so much. I was the healer, but Soobin was my potion, my home.
"What the hell is this freakin' absurd nightmare...? I don't understand... I don't-... not at all," he repeated it again and again trapped in a circle.
Taehyun's face was mirroring the grief in my expression.
So much was happening in me, but my trembling lips stayed idle.
There were two things I simply couldn't do at the moment. First was... I couldn't stop blaming Yeonjun for not letting Soobin know something's going on... and second... I couldn't watch Soobin being so ruined and sorrowful.
They say you shouldn't make decisions when you're drowning in sadness... it might grow into regret.
I slowly let his wrists go and put my long fingers on his puffy wet cheeks. I caressed them.
"Just what the hell does that mean...?" Soobin moaned again.
Hyung... I heard Taehyun enter my thoughts and looked at him.
Convince him it really was a nightmare... the fear said.
Silence... once again.
Taehyun hesitated over my decision... Are you sure?
... but devil spoke with my voice Taehyun loved. I nodded slightly.
Just when mind fairy leaned his lips to Soobin's ear, my eyelids closed to pull out the tears. Then I opened them uncertainly, my irises slowly turned light green.
Putting on a curse of poppy opium lipstick...
I lovingly kissed him good night.
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Well, I wanted to wait until I write something more... like another chap... but I was so happy you liked the first one so much, that I couldn't wait any longer :)) XDD Let's consider this a celebration of upcoming comeback! (I also used a title of the new song from Freefall as the name of this chap ^^)
