Miracle: Bad Omens

Prologue

     Once again, she lays in her room finding anything at all to keep her mind occupied. Everyone else goes out somewhere whether it be for working the overnight shift or just out with friends. Her? No one ever offers her to go hangout with them, so she doesn't even bother to ask. The few times she's brought it up they laugh and offer for her to come with yet when it comes down to them leaving, they just leave her be and let her find out by hearing the car leave the driveway. Normally, she begins to wonder why no one seems to care, but as of late she just feels more and more numb. 24 years old and has almost no social life. Spends most of her time out of the house working at a dead-end job spending most of her paycheck for bills while the rest goes straight to concert tickets.

     Despite her anxiety with large crowds, it's the only place where she doesn't feel any pressure to do anything but genuinely enjoy herself. The only pressure for her is to get as close to barricade as possible, even if that means getting to the venue at ungodly hours and getting ready for the show in line. Not fully capable of ordering her own meal without stuttering, feeling as though she's being judged on what she's ordering along with internally feeling as though she could still lose some weight, but not a single thought bothers her while she pulls out her makeup bag in the middle of a city to put makeup on while sitting on the concrete with six hours to go until the doors open.

     She finds more meaning in finding friends online and meeting them after waiting months after buying tickets to a show rather than making friends with people who are physically closer. There just seems to be some sort of magic that makes those friendships stronger. Maybe spending so much time with someone one Twitter, or X now, and then finally coming to that moment where you see them face to face just brings a different kind of happiness. Although she has a tendency to record a lot at these shows, she still lives in the moment. She doesn't care if the singer is in the middle of the screen, she just wants something to be able to relive a moment when she was truly happy.

     Although she's only known of the band for a year, something about Bad Omens' music keeps her together. Something about their lyrics stuck to her and stops her thoughts from breaking her down more than she already is. Well hell, she almost dropped over $600 just to see them on their last tour when she found out they were coming to her city. Key word- almost. By the day of that show, she didn't have enough in her bank account and unfortunately wasn't able to go. However, a couple months later they announced another tour and she would finally get a chance to see those four men preform their songs live.