Waiting To Bloom (BL)

Chapter 2

"Hey are you okay?" I heard a voice ask for I woke up with an ache in my back from sleeping leaning against a brick wall.

"Do you need an ambulance?" The voice said as I looked up at an elderly woman with a worried expression on her face.

"No, I'm fine" I said standing quickly and bowing to the woman.

"I'm so sorry if I worried you" I apologized bowing once again. I hurried and grabbed my things and rushed out of the situation.

I can't believe I actually slept outside his house. What could I possibly have been thinking? What if he would've found me sleeping outside his house? He would probably believe that I was a stalker.

I practically jogged back to the University with tears forming in my eyes, being that class was going to start in 45 minutes. I made it to class with 30 minutes to spare so I just slumped at my desk and began to cry uncontrollably. My heart felt like it was shattering with every beat. It made my chest feel tight and my stomach felt like it had a large rock in it. the pain was so intense I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I felt betrayed, my world felt like it was crumbling on top of me and there was no escape.

My tears felt hot as they ran down my face. I continued to cry uncontrollably for a whole 10 minutes until my heartbreak began to turn into anger. I felt my blood begin to boil and I started to feel feverish. The more I thought about it the more I become pissed off at Jun-Myeon. I absolutely and completely understood that Jun-Myeon owed me no explanation or loyalty, but I still felt as if I was robbed. He doesn't even know who I am and yet I feel so livid.

Everything started to look dark and distorted. I felt this surge of energy that made me feel as if I was going to burst. My mind was racing from one topic to another. My Lazy ass perverted uncle and the way he treats me for something I had absolutely no control over was completely unfair. The way the drunk driver who stole my parents from me was never charged was unforgivable. Now the light of my life was now stolen from me by the biggest whore on this stubborn, stereotypical campus.

I felt like I was going to go off like a bomb, next thing I knew I was balling my fist, and I punched the desk with all my strength. I felt the desk collapse under my fist.

I froze and stared at the desk underneath my fist which had started to bleed. I slowly unbaled my fist in shock and my hand began to tremble.

I had broken at least two of my fingers and bruised my knuckles badly. I slowly began to cry once again and just plopped back into the now broken desk. I ripped the bottom of my shirt and wrapped it around my bloody hand.

Great now how am I supposed to pay for this? I'm already paying off my uncle's gambling debt of $248,300. I'm never going to be able to afford to pay off a hospital bill. I released my hair from my ponytail and covered my face as I cried myself to sleep. I was exhausted.

When I had finally awakened, I had missed most of the lecture. as I looked to the front I saw Jun-Myeon sitting just a few seats in front of me even though I was so angry with him for spending a night with Yeji, I couldn't help myself but stare at him. even just the back of his head was beautiful, from his long Crimson red hair that just sat so perfectly along his back and his broad shoulders that just made him look strong. everything about Jun-Myeon was just simply perfect. He was the light of my day and the only thing I looked forward to coming to this class but now I feel like I've been robbed of that joy.

I must have been staring at him for a long time because he suddenly turned around and we made eye contact. I hurried up and stood my book up and hid behind it for my face became flushed and my heart started racing. I don't care how angry I am with him he could completely destroy my life and he would still make me feel like a schoolgirl with a crush on the popular football player.