Waiting To Bloom (BL)

Chapter 13

It's been 2 months since Takeru's surgeries, and I have stayed with him everyday only leaving for basketball practice. I feel uneasy and worried when I am away from him. I didn't trust the hospital staff to keep him safe after his father who was marked as deceased was able to just waltz in and take him with no questions. I feel this connection with him that I can't explain. I don't understand my feelings for him yet, but I know I want to be around him, I want to hold him and keep him safe. I want to give him the world but how do I do that when the entire world wants my death? How do I have him and keep my little sister safe? There so much uncertainty that comes with wanting him. What if having him put Risha and I in danger? Even if we can safely coexist together would he even accept me as a dominant alpha? All these thoughts continue to run through my mind as I finish my shower and I can't seem to quiet them, but I cant hide in the bathroom forever so I finally exit the bathroom while drying my hair and I notice nurse June standing in the doorway blushing and fiddling with the papers and I was wondering what her problem was until I looked down and remembered I didn't have a shirt on.

"Can we help you with something nurse June?" I said as I wrapped the towel around my neck after drying my hair. I then walked to my duffel bag and grabbed a black T-shirt to put since it was bothering the nurse to the point she couldn't do her job.

"Oh yes, I'm sorry. I was told to bring the discharge papers for Mister Somdura, He clear to return home but no walking on that leg for 4 more weeks." The nurse said as I sat on the edge of the bed and handed me the papers. I smiled at Takeru who was blushing, and it made my heart skip a beat, so I just turned my attention to the discharge order and made sure everything was correct and ready to go.

"Thank you nurse June, if that is all I will get him packed up and ready to go" I said once I confirmed his discharge order and showed the nurse the door so that I could get Takeru ready to go home. I didn't give the nurse time to say anything else for I was excited and, in a rush, to get Takeru home so I just shut the door and started grabbing his Duffel bag full of his clothes that I bought him. I made a call to Sebastian to get everything ready for us to return home. While I was grabbing his clothes and making the call I saw Takeru was fiddling with his fingers as If he was nervous, so I gathered his clothes and sat them in his lap and grabbed the combat boots I picked out for him.

"Is there something wrong with the clothes Takeru?" I asked softly as I sat the boots next to bed as his face turned beet red.

"They are fine, it's just that not of it is mine" Takeru said staring at the clothes like they were a foreign object. I thought I did well with picking something comfortable and stylish, so I didn't understand why he was so uncomfortable. I even picked things that would cover his cast and everything, maybe I should have asked beforehand.

"I bought them for you, your clothes got cut when u were brought into the hospital. I went to your uncle house to get some of your clothes, but they looked like them belonged to an obese homeless man. I wasn't letting you wear any of that" I said rubbing the back of my neck and looking away knowing I definitely didn't go over to his uncle's house for clothes, but I didn't want him to know what I actually did. I was frightened at the thought of him becoming terrified of me.

"Takeru? What's wrong Rose bud?" I asked pushing his hair behind his ear and caressing his face softly as he relaxed his face in my hand. He looked at peace but nervous at the same time. I just wanted him to be comfortable with me.

"Nothing, I'm just so happy" Takeru replied looking up at me as tears fell from his eyes. I used my thumb to wipe them away as he smiled softly. I could tell that my pheromones were lightly dispersing but I don't think I need to conceal them since Takeru is a beta, so he won't be able to sense them anyway. I desired him so much it was driving me crazy; I wish he could sense them so I could claim him as mine. I want him to become one with me but I'm terrified that him being around me too long will put his life or Risha life in danger. So, I must be careful but at this moment I didn't want to be careful I wanted to love him and kiss him.