"Sebastian move now!" I yelled as Sebastian stood between me and Takeru's door. I heard a thump on the floor, and I assumed Takeru must have fallen so I ran to the door to find Sebastian guarding the door.
"Young master I can't do that." Sebastian said calmly holding his ground. This stubborn porcelain doll is really starting to piss me off.
"What if he really is hurt in there? Huh? Are you going to pay the price if something happens to him?" I growled, staring him down. Sebastian's weight shifted as if he was uncomfortable but he expression was still as cold as ever.
"I assure you Takeru is fine but for your health and Takeru's safety I can not allow you to enter his room at this time young master." Sebastian said, placing his hand on my chest to make sure I didn't step any closer.
"What are you talking about Sebastian? Takeru is just sick and hurt, he won't hurt me." I said annoyed smacking Sebastian's hand away. How dare he disobey a direct order from me? He has never disobeyed me before so why now with Takeru? Is he asking to be killed right here and now?
"Sir, your Pheromones have pushed Takeru into a heat cycle. It is now confirmed the Takeru is indeed an Omega. If you are to go in there right now with the amount of pheromones Takeru is releasing, you will go into a rut and possibly hurt the already injured boy. Can you really live with yourself if you accidently hurt him?" Sebastian said walking toward the stairs.
"I believe I can handle a little pheromone." I said gritting my teeth and reaching for the doorknob.
"And how would you know that? You've never been exposed to an omega's pheromone let alone one that is in heat. Could you really put your pride above his safety? He will live through a heat cycle; I can't say he will if you enter that room." Sebastian said going downstairs leaving me alone in this long hallway with only the sounds of Takeru pained moans seeping through the door. I wanted to comfort him and tell him everything would be okay, but could I really live with myself if he got hurt because of my stubbornness? Maybe this once I will let Sebastian's disobedience slide and just listen to his words for once in my life.
It's been a week since Takeru's Heat cycle started and every day, he pleads and cries through the door for help. I've stopped myself from entering the room too many times to count. My heart aches every time I hear his voice crying out in pain. I just want to break down the door and hold him close, but I know I can't. I don't know how I will react to his pheromones, and I can't risk his safety. I spent my days going to classes and basketball practice trying everything I can to get Takeru off my mind. It kills me to be so helpless in his time of need like this.
"Young master?" Sebastian said as I walked into the house carrying my bags.
"Yes, what is it?" I said annoyed rubbing my forehead. I already had a headache and I wanted nothing more than to just go lay down for the time being.
"It's Phoenix sir. She said she will be here at 7pm tonight" He replied grabbing my bags and putting them away.
"Tell her we will have to go out another time" I said rubbing the back of my head and walking to the kitchen.
"She said to tell you that it's not an option this time since you missed your anniversary date" Sebastian said handing me a bottled water and preparing Risha after school meal.
"Fuck! That god forsaken women. Can ever just be happy with what I give her?" I mumbled as I marched up the stairs. I stopped at Takeru's door and for once it was silent inside, so I wondered was his heat cycle finally over. Can I finally see your face? you're not still in any pain, are you? I reached for the doorknob, but Sebastian stopped me before I could even touch the cold metal knob.
"he is exhausted and has finally fallen asleep, please do not wake him young master" He said releasing my hand.
"Inform me as soon as he is well and awake Sebastian. I don't care where I am or what I'm doing. Understand?" I said walking to my room and shutting the door and letting out a frustrated sigh. I wanted to see his face and hold him close. He was right there next door but yet I couldn't reach him just yet.
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message from the writer:
I am so sorry for the short chapter this time around but i have been dealing with illness and personal hardships. I promise to have the other half of chapter 15 published and Chapter 16 published before week's end. I hope you have enjoyed the story so far and will continue reading.
Sincerely, J.S. Neeley
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Roman d'amourWARNING!!!! This book has mention of S/A , drugs, R*pe, and Murder. Content may be inappropriate or uncomfortable for certain readers. My mother's warning haunts me as I navigate a world where my existence as a dominant alpha is forbidden. Alphas...
