Anger
One day in anger I lost you
The ego that now hurts so much
It was me, not you who ran away
And the cowardice that hurts so much
There is still my yes on that bench
That yes, I forgive you
That we could fight
And you stayed by my side until today.
That you wouldn't have suffered so much
And your eyes in mine
I knew there was a lot more fire.
Years later your eyes
They still glow in the dark of my mind.
It would be something we could work on
Forgiveness for a simple mistake
I lost you in regret and had to face it
The uncertainty of youth
And the cold mornings were colder
And in life as uncertain as our futures.
The past hurts
But I'm glad you're around
A lantern in the present
To light the way of the future
But my affection for you is never absent.
My mind
My mind is a dark place
Distant with dreams to light
Some doors of my destiny
In any clandestine
Surrounded, sometimes by ghosts
That the music there helps to amaze.
Understanding me is like walking through a maze
No exit in sight.
I feel that doubt is the eternal state
From my epic mess.
On the tangent of a lost scream
Like a gun that fires
A bullet that hurts someone, random
And there is a wound that never heals.
The kiss
How about a kiss
A sweet and bitter kiss
One of those that lingers in the memory
In the moments when you make glory
And in those I tell our story.
The love that makes us think
That sometimes we'll walk
After all, I like to love
In the sense that commands life
And what makes us lovers,
Not by destiny, but by right to such experience
Which is seldom called clemency.
In the end I love you
In the end I kiss you
At the end of our life
I will regret losing you
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Nervous Breakdown
PoetryThis is a book of Poems About a Nervous Breakdown" is a raw and introspective collection of verses that delves deep into the tumultuous journey of a mind in crisis. The poems capture the essence of anxiety.