Nervous Breakdown

Chapter V

Ode to pain

This page

Will remain empty

Until the you see

That the void in you

Is declared no matter

What you do

You will feel better.

Until you write a page

With your feelings

All of them,

being queens and kings

Of all castles that fell in you.

Until you write

And feel free

To write the ode to light

While you dares to fight

The darkness in you

No matter you do.

I used to be a child

That dreamed

to bring revolution

To all the sense of carefree.

As I tried my best

to tell nobody

How happy I was

Pain and darkness

opened a door

as I tried to search

for the forever

door of happiness.

Void, pain and unhappiness

opened their door

to the void of myself

Bring me down to the pit

of suffering.

I tried to reach

the door of happiness

but the universe

pain suck me down

As grief came

and as unhappiness came

There I was left in the dark

to learn to become

better and wiser.

But there is a toll price

that we all must pay

As no one is wise

without pain

As no one is wise

without knowledge of pain

As it comes the memory lane

Sometimes destiny spats on you

with disdain

And there is sometimes

deep down in the rain

You wish that this rain

will stay forever

To calm down