My Best Friends Brother.

Chapter 21. - Song of Sorrow.

*Kalin's POV*

I woke up at about 2:30 am this morning, and I haven't been able to fall back to sleep. All that's going through my mind is the fact that I'm leaving Georgia tomorrow. Not like leaving leaving, but I won't be with her, and I think that might be worse. I've never really had a girlfriend. I've had girls I told them that they were my girlfriends, but it was just because they were good in bed and I wanted more of it. Then they'd get crazy, or they'd find out I had three other "girlfriends" and then shit would get messy. With Georgia it's so different. It's been almost two weeks, and I haven't even tried to get her to let me have sex with her. I do not care. Being in her presence is enough for me. The fact that I have to be away from her is tearing me apart, but I have no worries that I will be unfaithful, because I won't. It isn't something I've even given a lot of thought. If I can be around the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life, and not have sex with her. I can be across the country, and not touch a nasty bitch.

Since I can't sleep I'm just sitting here, watching her sleep. She looks so peaceful, and a lot calmer asleep. One thing I like about her is she's probably the craziest person I've ever met in my entire life. She's so hyphy....all the time. There have been a few occasions where it's a little too much to handle, but that's when she's had too much sugar, or caffeine, in any amount. Now that she's asleep I can see her in a state that isn't possible to see when she's awake. This calm peace that's showing on her face makes me insanely happy, because she's this way when she's in my arms. I love the feeling of her in my arms, with hers wrapped around me, our legs tangled together. I sigh, and I'm afraid I've woken her, because she scrunches up her face, like she's waking. She just rubs her nose, and settles back into our cuddling, which is a relief. She's not quite as lethal as Isa when she first wakes up, but she probably wouldn't be to happy waking up at 4 in the morning. My mind is racing, because I need to make her know I'm going to miss her. I need to make this departure special. I don't want her to think I'm leaving and I'm going to forget about her. I decide to try my luck, and get up. Maybe I won't wake her up. I start peeling her arms off me, and she quickly puts them back to their previous position. I decide the only way I'm going to get up is if I wake her, so I ready myself and gently shake her awake. She grunts at me, and I keep shaking her. Although she's a hard sleeper, it's hard to get away from her, because she's such a cuddle bug. It's awesome typically, but at this very moment it's extremely inconvenient.

"What?" She grunts in her groggy stupor.

"Baby I have to get up. I have to pee." Good cop out Kalin. She just rolls over releasing me, and I grab clothes to put on quickly, and I walk out. I go to the bathroom, and brush my teeth, and get dressed. When I step out Jake is in the fridge getting something to drink. He probably hasn't gone to sleep yet. He's been putting the finishing touches on something Isa, Myles, and him have been working on. I'm pretty stoked about it. It's amazing Myles found a girl that is just as talented, and hard working as he is. It's a really rare trait to find in a person, and now there's three of them all working on a song together, so I know it's going to be a banger.

When Jake turns around he raises an eyebrow at me, as if asking me in that gesture, why the fuck am I awake. "I woke up at like 2:30 cause I can't stop thinking about how much it sucks that Myles and I have to leave," I sigh and sit down.

"I know it sucks dude, but y'all have to. The studio isn't going to make the bangers itself, and y'all got a tour coming up in a few months." I completely forgot about that. "You know they will want y'all in the meetings to make sure you like the people the record company pick." He sighs, "it's going to be really weird not going on tour with you and Myles. I'll actually have school...for once in my life... I actually want to go," he chuckles and so do I. Jake was always skipping high school. He hated it. Mostly it was the people in school. The judgemental bitches and snobby dicks. Those kind of people, and his anger issues, never matched up particularly well.