Save Me...SOLBY

•Part 3•

TW:Purging,ED,SA

Sam's POV:

I got out of bed I barely slept last night overthinking sucks. I dragged myself to my closet and got out a pair of jeans and a jumper that was far to big for me. Katrina wasn't awake yet so I tip toed into her room and woke her up.
"SAM WHAT THE FUCK?!" She screamed I flinched. "S-Sorry...I-I was j-Just waking y-you up..." I said trembling. She slapped me across the face "I'LL WAKE UP WHEN I WANT NEVER WAKE ME UP AGAIN." She said turning over "Okay...I love you" I said she just ignored me.
I left and closed the door my face stung. I dashed straight out the door and locked it. Tears started rolling down my face but I quickly wiped them and put on my persona when I arrived at school.
I walked over to where the group was and Devyn came straight up to me. "MY BABYYY How are you today sweetie?" She asked carrying me to the group. "I'm good how are all of you?" I asked everyone said "fine" and "alright" my eyes shot to Elton as he was just there.
I walked over to him and he wrapped his arm around me. I hate physical touch but when Elton like hugs me or something I'm used to it and I feel comfort in it.
A few minutes passed and I felt someone behind me I turned around and it was Katrina. My heart stopped beating and I think Elton noticed because he squeezed my hand twice. I gasped and everyone was looking at me. "Sorry guys my badddd" I said laughing I tried acting all happy and energetic but nothing was working.
Katrina grabbed my hand and pulled me away from Elton. She led me down the hallways and finally she went into a classroom and locked the door.
I was pinned up against the door and she looked very mad. "Samuel. I swear down to fucking Satan if to say anything ANYTHING I will actually kill you. Act like you love me and we have a strong relationship or else." She stated I nodded rapidly and she left. I slumped down behind the door and struggling to breathe.
I soon calmed myself down but the bell rang as soon as I did. So I dashed out the classroom and to my class. "Sam detention your late Thats 2 hours you have with me now" the teacher said. I sighed knowing that I had to take Katrina out so I would get shouted at or even beaten.
I slumped back in my chair and just covered my face I didn't wanna be seen I didn't wanna be here. I didn't wanna be at home,school or anyway just beyond the afterlife.
Katrina soon walked into the room and a wave of panic rushed through me. "Sir I'm so sorry to bother your lesson but can I please have Sam? He has an appointment?" She asked the teacher rolled his eyes. "Sure I don't want him here anyway" he said me and Colby shared a look. "I'll come check on you later" he mouthed I shook my head no.
Katrina grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the classroom. "K-Kat y-your h-hurting m-me..." I said stuttering she slapped me across the face which made me gasp. "I can see their getting suspicious. I swear to fucking god if you don't fix up you won't be staying at mine for any longer. Fix up." She stated.
I started to get really scared because she still had her hand on my wrist and I didn't know where we were going. She soon threw me into the bathroom and I got really scared.
She pinned me to the wall and started running her hands up my thighs. "Kat...please stop..." I said I didn't wanna do this. "Shut the fuck up. You love me right...?" She asked I nodded "then let me do this" she said. I shut my eyes shut I couldn't move,I couldn't scream,her hands were all over me.
I had loads of tears running down my face she didn't do much she just kept touching me. She soon left and just left me there. I slumped to the floor and broke down.
It wasn't sexual assault right...? She's my girlfriend it's okay she loves me she would never do that....
I got up and washed my face then I heard the bell ring for lunch. I smiled remembering what Katrina said and hopped over to the canteen. I walked over to our table and sat next to Colby as I usually do. "Someone in a good mood" Colby said I laughed. "Awwww my baby's in a good mood any reason?" Devyn asked "no just in a good mood" I said. Everyone smiled and started eating my eyes were on my phone.
"Sam? You haven't been eating these past days..." Elton said "I'm fine dad" as I said that food got pushed to me by Devyn. "We've all noticed eat" she stated. I sighed I'll just throw it up later I thought "Thanks Devyn!" I said smiling.
As I was watching my phone it got snatched out of my hand by Colby. "Less focusing on your phone" he said eyeing me I nodded. "Can I have my phone back?" I asked looking up at him. He handed me the phone back and I put it in my pocket.

Colby's POV:

I gave Sam his phone back and he put it in his pocket. There was something really off with Sam but I didn't know what,he's my best friend more like a brother to me and I can't bare to see him in any pain.
I heard Sam laughing and making jokes with the other which got rid of some dead weight off my shoulders. I started laughing and joking around with them. I saw that Sam ate all of his food that got me smiling like an idiot "I'm proud of you" I whispered into his ear.
He looked at me then I looked at his food he just smiled then started laughing at something Devyn said. "One sec guys I'm going to the bathroom" he said getting up "Alright don't take to long brother" Jake said. Sam just laughed.

Sam's POV:

I ran to the bathroom and slammed the door shut. I leaned over the toilet and put my fingers down my throat and threw up. I felt physically sick with myself and hated myself for eating.
After I threw up EVERYTHING I mean every last bit I flushed then broke down on the bathroom floor choking on my tears. I hated this why can't I just be normal?!
I unlocked the door and looked myself in the mirror I looked disgusting. I had to much skin on my collarbone and on my cheeks. My face is to round. I washed my face to make it look like I didn't just have a whole mental breakdown on the floor.
I skipped back to our table and started making jokes about anything I could. The bell soon rang and as we were all about to leave until "Everyone you can all go home the rest of the school day is cancelled have a wonderful weekend we'll see you all on Monday at 9:30am" the speakers said.
"YOOOOOOOO LETS GOOOO" Jake screamed I flinched a little and started looking around to see if anyone noticed I sighed when no one did. "So do you guys wanna hang out on the weekend? Sam you can bring Katrina?" Elton suggested we all agreed.
As we were all about to leave a teacher approached us. "Sam you have a 3 hour detention with me? Remember? My room now I'll be there soon" he said I sighed and said bye to everyone.
"If anything happens tell us" Colby said smiling I nodded and smiled back. "WAIT" I shouted running up to Colby "Could you tell Kat that I have detention please?" I asked him he just smiled wider "Of course Sam" he brought me into a hug.
It felt werid I don't know how to explain it but all I can say is in them few seconds I didn't feel worthless...until he let go then I left my whole world crumbling.
I walked to the classroom and was dreading it.