Save Me...SOLBY

•Part 11•

As I said there will be ED for basically every chapter

Colby's POV:

"Colby c'mon wake up dear" she said I sat up rubbing my eyes adjusting to my surroundings. "How's Sam doing...?" She asked I didn't know what to say she didn't know anything about yesterday. I stayed quiet. "Hey dear how about you have the day off and we can invite him round for dinner and you guys can have a sleepover?" My mom suggested.
My eyes lit up. 1.I get the day off school 2.I get a sleepover with my best friend?! I got up and hugged her "THANK YOU" I screamed into her. She just laughed and rubbed my back "It's alright dear so do you just wanna have a lazy day?" She asked I nodded.
She left and I just layer on my bed smiling. I loved the fact that Sam was gonna be here I know I like him I've finally excepted that. I don't know what my sexuality is yet though because I've dated a girl before and I still love them but Sam's just different.
"MOM" I shouted I heard light footsteps coming into my room. "What's up dear?" She asked leaning against the door frame "Can you come sit down?" So she did. "I like Sam..." I confessed I was expecting a "that's disgusting" or something but she just hugged me.
"Awwww thank you so telling me dear...do you know what your sexuality is?" She asked I shook me head. "I've dated a girl before but now I like sam but I still find myself looking at girls..." I said she just smiled.
"Dear there are loads of sexuality's out there you could be bisexual? If you've figured you like both you could be bisexual but have a look and tell me when you've figured yourself out. And tell me if anything happens" she winked at me.
I laughed and just started looking.

Sam's POV

My alarm went off and I got up then walked to the bathroom. As I looked in the mirror I didn't see myself I saw a corpse of myself I didn't know where the real me was...
I got ready and went downstairs it reeked of alcohol and whatever Katrina was doing last night. I left immediately covering my nose as I left.
Once I got out I breathed in the cold air. I walked to school just hoping to find Colby or something because I know the group hates me. I walked in and I saw the whole group. I froze at their presence it felt werid...
"Sam..." I heard a familiar voice say it was Devyn. I hummed looking up at her and she gasped. She tried to hug me but I just flinched back I wasn't ready I didn't get a warning or anything.
"Sam...you look terrible what happened?" Devyn asked I didn't say anything I couldn't bring anything out. "I...I don't know" I said slowly. The whole group had guilt written all over them. I walked away and looked for Colby but he wasn't here...
I went into the bathroom and texted him.

Colby🖤

Where are you?  
                                                  Oh I'm not coming in
Today
Oh okay <3

I sighed I don't think I will be able to continue the day without Colby...He's literally the only friend I have. I sighed as I put my head in my hands I couldn't be asked to be here today not without Colby anyway...
The day dragged on but I had Mr Paul like now and I was so scared Colby wasn't here and no one in the class really cares about me...I started getting really distressed and just fell to the floor.
"Hey Sam Sam? Can you hear me?" I heard someone say I recognised the voice Devyn. She calmed me down and just felt so embarrassed. "Sorry...I didn't mean to waste your time" I said walking away,I walked to my class and sat in my seat.
The teacher looked around the room "Awww poor Sammy is Colby not here?" He fake pouted I slumped in my chair. "Don't tell anyone about our little secret okay?" He winked at me I felt sick to my stomach.
I grabbed my things and just left the room I could be in there for much longer I felt so sick. I walked up to the receptionist "Oh Sam your here again?" She asked i nodded "I feel really sick...am I allowed to go home...?" I asked. She looked at me "Sam...I'm really worried about you go home and get some rest dear..." she said.
I basically ran home. I felt like throwing up so badly. Katrina was waiting for me at the door and I was expecting to get hit or something but she just stood there. She was just staring at me and looking me up and down. "Yeah no we're done. We've broken up and Sam I swear to fucking god If you tell ANYONE about what I did I will hunt you down and make sure you never see the light of day again." She said walking out.
I know I should be upset and I was but not as much as I should be? I mean finally after years of trying I was away from the abuse,narcissism and toxicity. I was still upset but I would have to feel that pain ever again,I ran up to my room and threw myself on the bed I was so happy. This wasn't a normal feeling for me I'm usually focused on my sadness but I realised my sadness was only Katrina.
The happiness didn't last long I started blaming myself telling myself it was my fault that I wasn't good enough,I didn't treat her right and other things that was I until Colby messaged me.

Colby🖤

Hey Sam! You wanna have
A sleepover? It's a weekend you
Can't be doing anything.

Sure! I'll be round soon!

I knew he didn't actually wanna hang out with me he's just doing this out of pity there's no way he would actually wanna hang out with me right? I packed my bag making sure to pack multiple hoodies because I get cold very easy.
After I made sure to lock the door and close all the windows I got very paranoid when it came to leaving home. I knew someone could brake in any second.
I went to Colby and his mom noticed me "Hello sweetheart how are you?" She said taking off my jacket. "I'm good thank you...how are you?" You see I didn't how I was so I just responded with good to be polite. "SAMMMM" I flinched slightly at the shouting.
Colby hugged me and I just hugged back so I didn't make a bad impression in front of his mom. I'm not very good with touch maybe cause of Katrina? No it's not her fault. "Mom we'll be upstairs" Colby said dragging my upstairs I saw his mom wink at me for some reason.
He brought me in his room and I just looked around he sat on his bed and just stared at me. "Your looking around like you've never been in here before" he said chuckling "Oh yeah sorry..." I said leaning against the wall.
I was upset that me and Kat broke up I know I said I was happy but I loved her so much...yeah sure she didn't love me back but I loved her. I played in her little game and I got hurt...
"Sam are you alright?" Colby asked me I just nodded "Yeah I'm fine sorry" I replied putting on the best fake smile I could. "Alright well you wanna watch a movie?" Colby asked I nodded "You can come sit on the bed you know..." he said.
I sat on the edge of bed until Colby picked me up and made me sit on the bed. "When I say you can sit on the bed I don't mean the edge of the bed I mean on the actual bed." He stated not even looking at me. I sighed quietly I felt so shit for keeping all of this from him,if only he knew but I can't bring myself to tell him...
Halfway into the movie there was a knock on the door and Colby's mom came in. "Hey guys dinner is ready!" She informed us,I had a sick feeling in my stomach like I was gonna throw up. All she said was dinner...what the fuck...?
"Alright mom could you bring it up pleaseeee" Colby asked "Of course sweetheart" she said I smile at the relationship they had. I have to say...I didn't have the best childhood I mean if you count being abused and manipulated good.
His mom brought up the food and it didn't look sickening just the thought of me consuming it felt sickening. Colby passed me the plate and then he started eating,i just looked at food and picked at it with my fork hoping he wouldn't notice.
I continued watching the movie praying to god that he wouldn't confront me about it. "Sam? Why aren't you eating?" He said setting his knife and fork down. fuck. "I-I'm not very hungry...I-I ate before I-I came here..." I said stuttering this was just fucking stupid.
He put his plate on the side table and turned to me. "What's the real reason I'm not falling for your bullshit" he said I started trembling. Was he gonna hit me? Was he gonna beat me till I pass out? Was he gonna call me names? "SAM" he shouted I flinched.

CLIFFHANGER!