Save Me...SOLBY

•Part 16•

TW:S@,Making out(I wonder whooo),Drinking

Colby's POV

Tonight was gonna be jakes party and honestly I can't wait. The fact that Sam agreed to come is amazing and I'm so happy. I went up to his room because I stayed at his last night nothing really happened we just watched movies together.

I knocked on his door and heard a slight "Come in" so I opened the door and Sam looked shattered. "Yo you look proper tired what happened?" I asked Sam just shook his head "I'm fine Colby" he said standing up.

I sat next to him and he flinched a little I just looked at him and placed my hand on his knee. I do this a lot and I don't know why it's just a habit I guess. "You still coming to the party?" I asked now rubbing it with my thumb "Yeah..." he said rubbing his eyes.

"Do you want anything for breakfast?" He asked me I shook my head "No thanks I don't really eat in the mornings" I said. I was being genuine I mainly eat during the day mornings are for waking up.

Sam's POV

I don't wanna go to this party...but I'm scared that if I said no he's gonna hurt me until I bleed out...I'm scared I hate crowded spaces and if it's Jake throwing the parity that means it's gonna be packed with people.

"Sam by the way you can stay close to me if you want?" Colby suggested I nodded. "I feel safe with you..." I muttered I saw him smile slightly "Y-you didn't hear that right...?" I asked he nodded. "That's good I'm glad you do" he said shooting me a smile.

I started thinking about tonight and that made me every on edge I didn't know who was gonna be there,Will Katrina be there? There's gonna be people there who I don't know and everyone's gonna be drinking. I felt someone grab my hand that made me flinch "Sam calm down it's just me" Colby said.

I felt safe with Colby and I trust him but I'm scared that he'll leave me if I open up to him about everything. So I'll just leave it I can deal with it it's not like it's gonna kill me.

"Colby? What time is it?" I asked fidgeting with my sleeves "itssssss 5:30pm" he said pulling out his phone. "Oh okay...What times does the party start?" I asked he looked at me "Why are you asking so many questions" he said sounding annoyed. "S-sorry...I won't ask a-anymore..." I said trembling a little.

"No no Sam I'm not telling you off I'm just asking because you've never asked so many questions are you worried about something?" He asked I shook my head. I have this thing where I need to know literally everything before the event happens and I ask to many questions and end up annoying people.

Colby placed his hand on my lower back and rubbed it up and down which made me breath hitch "Go get ready okay?" He said winking at me. I grabbed a pair of white jeans and a hoodie then made my way into the bathroom.

I locked the door and took my hoodie off revealing my healed cuts that are now scars. I placed my finger on them running them up and down over the scars. I shook my head and put on a new hoodie then changed into a new pair of jeans.

I fixed my hair and tried my best to look okay but that didn't work because I had purple eye bags under my eyes,I looked as pale as a ghost and my eyes were red. I left the bathroom and saw Colby sitting on my bed all relaxed on his phone. As soon as he saw me he placed his phone down and walked over to me "You look amazing Sam" he said "Thanks..." I muttered because I knew he didn't mean it.

Colby lead me to his car and opened the door for me I got in as I watched his jog to the drivers seat. He looked at me and smiled before he started driving.

I pulled the hood of my hoodie up and rested my head against the cold window. I heard Colby chuckle but I didn't look.

After like 30 minutes of Colby talking about someone I forgot the name. I was paying attention Just I was really tired.

He opened the door for me and I got out. "You didn't have to do that" I said looking at the ground "and I just did" he said winking at me. He grabbed my hand "Is it okay?" He turned to me and asked I nodded.

He lead me into the house where the music was blaring through my ears. Colby saw Jake and dragged me through the house to him "Hey man you guys made it!" Jake shouted over the music. "Of course we did" Colby shouted letting go of my hand which scared me.

"You guys want a drink?" Jake asked Colby's eyes lit up as he said yes. After one drink Colby was already tipsy. I tried to grab his hand "Sammmm stoppppp" he slurred i didn't try to grab his hand again.

I looked down and I must've zoned out because when I looked back up he wasn't there. This lead me to start panicking and I was running through the crowds of people until I felt someone grab me.

I turned around and he had dark hair he was pretty tall like taller than Colby and he had brown eyes. "Well why are you here all alone?" He said moving his hands down to my ass. I immediately got so uncomfortable that I wanted to throw up.

He dragged me to a bedroom and locked the door. As soon as he did he pinned me against the wall and looked down at me "Awww someone looks so cute~" he slurred. He reeked of alcohol and it was sickening.

He started moving his hands down to my thighs and I wanted to scream but my throat was trapped this is just happening over and over. When is it gonna end?

After he was finished he left me there broken down on the floor. Until I heard a knock on the door and Elton came in. "Yo Sam? Are you alright?!" He said running over to me placing me into his lap.

I just cried I tried to stop but just cried even more "Shhh Sam please breathe or your gonna pass out..." he said I tried to but nothing worked. That was until he started rubbing circles on my back.

"Go on Sam get in the shower Jake won't mind and just relax up here I'll call Colby up" he said leaving and shutting the door.

I made my way to the shared bathroom with the bedroom and locked the door. I stepped in the shower and turned on the hot water I wanted his touch off me but it would I could still feel his hands all over me.

I scrubbed myself so much that my skin stared bleeding but I didn't care I wanted his touch off of me. WHY ME. I stepped out and got changed into spare clothes thankfully I don't  know why I did but I'm glad I did now.

I dried my hair a little then sat on the bed on my phone trying to forget what happened but nothing worked. I hoped that Colby would walk in any second now but he didn't.

It was only 10 minutes later that he walked in and looked more drunk than ever. He shut the door and sat next to me. "I heard you were crying?" He said hiccuping after this told me he was REALLY drunk.

Colby wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer "What's wrong Sammy?" He asked which made some redness show up on my face. "Nothing..." I muttered he booped my nose and hugged me tighter.

We started fighting until he threw me under him and just looked at me. He was slowly getting closer to my face and stopped as our noses were touching. He closed the gap by kissing me it was slow until he's started kissing me more this just reminded me of the guy but Colby wouldn't listen to me.

"Colby please...stop" I said with tears in my eyes that's when he stopped and looked at me straight in the eyes. "Come here" he said opening his arms and wiping my eyes. He cuddled me and threw the blankets over me then we both fell asleep.

SORRY IF THIS IS NOT UP TO STANDARDS IM SICK SO THIS MAY NOT BE THE BEST BUT I LOVE YALL TAKE CARE <3