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Do I close the blinds? Or let him watch? He rubs himself as he continues to stare. I decide to close the blinds, I didn't want to make it awkward than it already is. I can't believe Shawn saw me naked and was jerking off to my body! I put my pajamas on and go straight to bed and relieve the ache from between my legs.

I've been at home since the end of September and now we're in the middle of October. My parents let the school know that I will be back in November since I begged them to let me go back so I don't miss the festival and Shawn and I need to practice the song for the winter prep rally. "Storm!" I drop my pen startled by Shawn's outburst as he comes through the door with his guitar. "Are you done with homework?" I pick up my pen and answer the last question. "Now I'm done, what are you doing here? Isn't school still going on?" He smiles. "School is over with, have you been doing homework all day non-stop?" I nod blushing. I've been working for so long I didn't notice how much time has passed. "Alright since you are done we can practice." My parents gave Shawn a key to the house when he first moved down here so now he comes in willy nillie not annoyingly but on some occasions he would use the key. "I see you're by yourself, Felicia and Ray are trusting you to be by yourself? Also you didn't have homework today but I do need the homework from last week." I shut my folder. Why is he pretending that everything is fine between us? He seen me naked and jerked off to it! "Is everything ok?" I huff. "I'm fine and to answer your question, yes they are trusting me to be here by myself." He plops on the couch with his guitar and tunes it. "Ready?" I nod reading the lines and I began singing. He stops his guitar and shakes his head. "You're a bit flat and you are rushing. Listen to the guitar find that rhythm, again." I start over and this time I wait then I sing. "There you go." Then he sings. He closes his eyes for a moment as he sings, Shawn has an amazing voice, I can listen to it all day if I could. He opens his eyes and they land on me when he stops singing, I look at the lyrics and blush madly the lyrics are so intimate. He stops playing. "If this song makes you uncomfortable to sing with me we can always do something different or-" I shake my head. "No it's fine I can sing it." He nods. I continue where we left off.

After practicing for a while we sit and talk. "So you will be back in time for the music festival?" I nod. The question I want to ask is itching my brain, I need to ask him about last night. "Shawn, are you going to pretend what happened last night didn't happen?" His cheeks turn a rosy pink. "I don't know what you are talking about." I roll my eyes. "Don't play dumb! You jerked off to my naked body! You dry humped me, you seen me naked them! What is this? What is it that you're trying to do? I'm not like your typical girls you like to fuck." He sets his guitar down, it makes a small tune as it rests by the couch. "I didn't... I don't know, ever since I moved here and met you I- I... I don't know how to explain it without creeping you out." He's really struggling to say what he needs to say. "Try." He pulls back shaking his head. "I can't, I should get going, will you be ok by yourself?" I nod a bit irritated him leaving me curious.

"I'm home!" Mom announces excitedly as she steps through the door way. "How was reactive with Shawn? Did anything new happen?" I blush. "I tried confronting him about last night when he saw me through my window naked and he basically jerked himself off." She squeals with delight, she grabs my hands rubbing them gently. "Now tell me, what did he say?" I frown. "He didn't want to freak me out he never explained his reasoning." She hums tapping at her bottom lip. She usually does that when she is trying to come up with an idea. "For thanksgiving we're going to Canada with Shawn maybe this will spark something between the two of you." "I doubt it mom." Even though I can careless about being with Shawn my heart can only hope he feels the same way about me and not just using me as his relief. Dad walks in, he was finally able to take his cast off last week. What are my beautiful girls talking about?" He hands mom and I a bouquet of flowers and candy. "What's the occasion?" They give each other a peck on the lips and dad kiss my forehead. "Nothing, I just wanted to make my girls feel special every once in a while." I smell the flowers and hum. "Thanks dad." He pats my head and plops on the couch next to me turning the tv on. "How was practice with Shawn?" I hide my blushing face as mom smiles teasingly in the background. "It was good, we're practicing tomorrow as well." He nods piercing his lips. "Good, that's good. Should I order pizza or chinese?" He asks scrolling through his phone, he looks back at me. "I guess pizza." He smiles turning back around. "Pizza it is!" He says cheerfully.

Someone knocks at the door. "Wow that was fast I just finished ordering." Dad says laughing. "I got it." I open the door and Shawn steps in, in a rush. "Hey, sorry I forgot my pick." I pull it out my pocket and hold it in front of him. He reaches for it but I pull back. He chuckles. "Very funny, give it." Mom looks at me with a giddy smile and motions me to go upstairs. I blush and lead him upstairs to my room, he leans on his knees trying to catch his breath. "Tired already old man." Stands back up. "Did you just call me old?" I hum. He picks me up catching me by surprise and throws me on the bed. Pinning both my hands above my head with one hand. With his other hand he grabs the pick and lets me go. "Tell me, tell me what you were going to say." He goes for the door. I run around him and spread out my arms blocking him. "No." He rolls his eyes. "Move." I don't budge. "Fine I will just give until the music festival." I shrug. "Ok" and I let him go.

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