Jared's Point of View..........
It's been seven weeks and it's getting harder and harder to resist her, I know I shouldn't mix buisness with pleasure, said I wouldn't but I can't help it she's held me captive since the day we met. I see the way Andy looks at her and it scares me that she might have feelings for him too. But still I've noticed the way she looks at me, the way she blushes when I am close to her and when we touch I feel her body shutter, see the goosebumps errupt onto her skin. I know she wants me as much as I want her but the last time I allowed myself to mix buisness with pleasure it didn't end well. When I met Mattea it was her body that called to me, she was a warm body eager to please. She took to my appetite without objection and adheared to my one ultimate rule, she belonged to me and only me, that is until I decided to put her to the test and she failed miserably. It's been three weeks since I fed my hunger and quite frankly I'm starving, I want Nina need her but I couldnt take her just yet. Mattea stopped by to collect the last of her things and beg for her job back. When I wouldn't give in she resorted to other tactics, she knows me to well. She came on to me used my weaknesses againts me, I knew better but the flesh is weak and my appetite was increasing by the second, besides I thought I'd be done with her before my meeting with Nina but I was wrong. Mattea took her time servicing me, she stroked my swollen manhood with her hand and I started to loose control. A growl escapes my lips just before I hear one of my sculptures hit the ground, I open my eyes and to my horror Nina is standing just inside the doorway looking at me in shock Me:"NINA! Oh shit!!!......" I turned to Mattea and she's grinning like a fucken Cheshire cat Me:"GET OUT!!!!" She looks at me in shock M:"You're kidding me right? You can't be serious about that little bitch" Me:"LEAVE!!!!" M:"Jared, tell me your joking" I zip up my pants button up my shirt and head out the door to find Nina.
I hear Mattea call my name but I dont care the only thing that matters to me is finding Nina. I see her get on the elevator and I tried to follow her but I'm too late. I take the stairs to the lobby, I get there just in time to see her go through the double doors. When I go outside she's gone I look everywhere but I can't find her. I call her phone repeatedly but she wont pick up, eventually it goes straight to voicemail and I leave a message N:"Hey you've reached Nina, leave me a message and I'll call you back" Me:"Nina I don't know if you'll listen but I have to try. I'm so sorry, what you saw was inexcusable and it never should have happened. Nina every look every touch it meant something to me, you mean something to me. I can't expain it nor do I want to, there isn't a day that I don't need you or want you. Mattea and I are over have been for a while now, what you saw should have never happened and it never will again. Come back to me Nina, please...... come back to me" I hesitanly end the call. I don't know if she'll listen but I have to get her back.
Nina's Point of View..........
I listen to his voicemail and nearly drop the phone my heart is being torn in two directions, part of me wants to believe him the other part wants to leave it all behind. I hear his voice and my body shudders, I listen to his message once more then once again...... every look every touch it meant something to me, you mean something to me ...... Jared. I text Adam put my phone down, put on a t-shirt and I pull my hair up into a pony tail. I walk into the bathroom and wash my face then go into the kitchen for a glass of wine. 10 minutes later Adam shows up and we hug each other tight he sees the glass of wine and knows it can't be good. A:"Is it happy hour already?" Me:"It is in my neck of the woods" A:"What happened?" I hadn't said anything I simply texted him 911 I need you stat it was our code for whenever we were in trouble Me:"I came on to Andy" A:"YOU WHAT??? Why???" Me:"I caught Jared about to hump his former assistant in his office" A:"But I thought you and he ..... oh God Nina are you ok" tears start rolling down my cheeks Me:"Yes no I don't know ....." I told him everything ".......when I went to call you I found this ....." I let him hear Jared's message A:"So what are you gonna do?" Me:"I don't know" A:"Well he obviously cares about you otherwise he wouldn't have tried to reach you" Me:"I know but I can't get that image of him and Mattea out of my head" I begin to tear up again A:"What are you gonna do about Andy" Me:"I should never have touched him, I know. He doesn't deserve this" truthfully he didn't as attracted to him as I am it isn't love. My body wants him but not my heart. Then there's Jared, my heart, my body longs for him aches for him, how could I possibly let him go.
Adam and I talked straight through dinner and although he made me feel more at ease my thoughts were never far away from Jared. My phone rang and my heart jumped but quickly sank when I realized it was Andy and not Jared calling to check up on me. He said Jared seemed distant all afternoon and basically locked himself in his office he asked me if I was planning on coming back I said I didn't know A:"Nina this morning was amazing I can't stop thinking about you" Me:"This morning should've never happened Andy" A:"Please don't say that, I know you felt something too" yeah hurt, angry, Me:"What I felt is not what you need Andy, I'm sorry" I could hear the pain in his voice A:"I'm not...... I'm not giving up Nina, I can't, I won't" Me:"Good bye Andy" I hang up the phone and sit in silence Adam:"You ok?" Me:"Yeah I'll live" just then we hear a knock on the door A:"Are you expecting anyone?" I look at him quizzically, I wonder who it can be. I get up to open the door and find a delivery guy at my doorstep Him:"Delivery for Ms. Morette" he's holding two dozen roses in an assortment of blush and creams "I'm Ms. Morette" he has me sign for the roses and hands me and envelope. Inside is a card with a picture of a little boy with the sweetest pouty look on his sad little face. Behind him is a huge mess of crayons paints paper and chalk, in his small hands he holds a sign that says "I'm sorry" inside the card is one of my favorite quotes
"Half the night I waste in sighs,
Half in dreams I sorrow
After the delight of early skies
In a wakeful dose I sorrow
For the hand, the lips, the eyes,
For the meeting of the morrow"
Nina I know I fucked up royally and I'll understand if this is good bye but I truly am sorry and I meant what I said earlier every touch every look they meant something you mean something. Come back to me Nina
Jared
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50 Shades Of Leto
FanfictionHe is one of the most successful and sought after men in the world. He works hard plays hard loves even harder. His appetite is healthier and his desires darker than most. He vowed he would never be tamed but destiny has way of playing tricks on tho...
