50 Shades Of Leto

Page 38 (Vertigo)

Ladies come and go but you got something different had me so addicted from the start

And I'd never known all this loving I'd be missing if I didn't work my way into your heart
-Jason Derulo

I think it's so cute the way she tries to hide the fact that she's jealous of the attention Nikki's been giving me all night. Too be honest that sting of jealousy turns me on, normally it's a turn off but I have to admit she wears it well. The more frustrated she gets the more she turns me on, if it was up to me I'd tear her dress off here and now and show her just how much I love her. Instead I buy my time and make polite conversation with my fellow investors till I can steel her away and share a few private moments with her alone. After the majority of the art connoisseurs have shuffled out of the gallery and only a hand full remain I take her for a walk through one of my favorite exhibits. The main hall has been transformed into a small section of Central Park, complete with faux grass, wood and iron benches and lamp posts. A combination of photographs and paintings adorn the walls. We stop in front one piece in particular, it's set of images of a waterfront park with a lighthouse and a bridge in the distance made up smaller images.  The images are called Mr. Nobody, the first one depicts a man asleep on a bench with long wavy hair and a tattered olive green jacket. His face is muddy like he's been sleeping there for days. By the railing is a young woman looking at him longingly like she's been searching for him forever.

A second piece depicts a close up of him with her on her knees at his side, she's caressing his cheek as he sleeps. Something about this piece in particular is so serene. A thirds depicts both of them locked in an embrace, their faces depict recognition and longing. Nina looks at them in awe running her fingers just above the images "These are incredible" I love how she takes in this part of my world, Mattea would be bored stiff at this point, wondering how much longer she'd have to wait for me to call it a night and take her home to screw her senseless. Nina on the other hand is a lover of the arts and like me, she could spend the entire day wondering these halls admiring the various art pieces. I look at her with mock seriousness "Are you saying he's better than me kitten?" She studies me for a bit maybe to see if she should test her grounds then turns her attention back to the art pieces "Well he is rather good but truth be told I don't think I've really seen this type of media in your work so it's hard to give you an honest answer" she eyes me with curiosity as I bide my time with my best poker face "Am I then to presume I have lost my biggest fan to Monsieur Bartholomew Cubbins"  she breathes deeply and looks at me with mock confusion "Hmmm ........ absolutely not my love, you're stuck with me for life" she wraps her arms around me and kisses my lips then turns her attention back to the pieces "What are you thinking kitten?" She looks at them with genuine curiosity "Don't know ...... these pieces look ........familiar somehow. Like..... I've seen his work before but I can't quite place where" I look at her with a sly smirk on my face that she doesn't quite catch before turning her attention back to me with a puzzled look on her face "Weird isn't it" I smiled at her sweetly "Yeah weird" then pull her into my embrace so she can continue to admire Bartholomew's work

Over the audio system a song begins to play and I can't resist the urge dance with her. I begin to sway us to the beat of the song, without even looking at me as if she knows what I'm thinking she begins to replicate some of the moves she made at the promenade. I softly spin her till she's facing me she then slowly raises her leg then locks it behind my thigh then bends backwards in a semicircle. She teases me on the way up letting her lips hover just above mine, she smiles sweetly and bends backwards in the opposite direction, this time I take her lips, my sweet addiction. I still can't comprehend how she makes me feel like nothing else matters but her. Love is so easy with her. I don't question it nor do I want to, it's as easy as breathing with her. Now I know that everything does happen for a reason, all those broken promises, all those battle scars on my heart paved the road that led me straight to her. Her body fits mine like a glove, even as we dance in this impromptu dance floor to the faint sounds from the speakers overhead, her body responds to mine as if on autopilot......

You give me vertigo, vertigo
The bed, the floor, the kitchen
Don't really matter long as I get
Vertigo, vertigo
On top, on bottom, inside of the bed, baby You're making me sweat
Tell me that its cool that I'm stuck on you Like your birthday suit
You give me vertigo, that vertigo

Nina's Point of View.............

Nothing feels more perfect than being in his arms like this, lost in the dance. It's like we are lost in our own little world speaking a language only we understand. They way he sways us to the beat of the song or lifts and spins me softly. When my feet touch the floor and he turns me slowly taking my lips every now and again. I've never had this connection with anyone before him. There's nothing more beautiful, sensual and sweet than connecting with  someone on the dance floor to the point were your bodies become one moving in perfect unison to one another. If I'm dreaming I don't ever want to wake up, I want to stay lost in this sweet surrender forever.

The way that you please me sets this room on fire I'm burning with desire in this bed
So if I'm dreaming please don't wake me up If all of this is happening in my head
Waited for so long
But what you got is different
Had me so addicted from the start
Boy, I'd never known all the shit that I was missing If I hadn't worked my way into your heart