50 Shades Of Leto

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The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in,
the ones that swept you off your feet and challenged every view you ever had

Jared's point of view ..........

I make my way up to our suite unsure of what to expect. I know she loves me and that she is mine as I am hers but I'm also acutely aware of what I am asking of her. Being a submissive is not something to be entered into lightly but then again I don't see her as my submissive and neither does she. While researching BDSM I found that there is also a more sensual side to the experience, it is this sensual side that I wish to experience with Nina. BDSM is about bondage, discipline, dominance, submission, with Mattea and the woman that came before her it was about dominance and control, they were my submissives for a reason. I wasn't emotionally invested, I was in control of their bodies and they satisfied my apetite without any risk to my heart. Nina on the other hand, she's so much more than that, she had my heart from the day we met. Her body called to me yes, but my very soul latched on to her, ached for her after she left my office. She had a hold on me unlike anything I've ever experienced with anyone before her. Just when I thought, was certain I'd never be able to trust anyone with my heart, my soul..... my heart found her, my safe harbor, my peace.

I reach our room and take a moment before entering. I place my left hand on the door, the other, key at the ready, over the lock. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I know my Nina and I know she's ready. I think of the last few nights we've shared, the way she responds to me, to my very breathe on her bare skin. No one before her has ever responded to me the way she does, relished my touch like the very doors to life. The way she throws her head back into the pillow as her orgasm builds or they way she purrs like a kitten when she cums. Nor have I ever felt that sweet wave of intoxication like I do with her or the reckless abandoned only she can provide, my love my lust my faith my dream. One last deep breath and I let myself in, I put our bags down in the small living room and make my way to the four poster bed where she waits. She looks incredible and the lingerie I bought her fits like a glove.

She looks up sweetly and smiles, her lips tremble and a shutter flows through her body as my hand grazes her cheek. I kneel down before her, my hands gently moving her thighs apart so I may occupy the space between them. I return her smile seductively as I pull her close, one hand on the back of her neck the other on her hip. My lips graze her cheek as I whisper in her ear "Thank you for joining me, I shall never disappoint you nor shall I ever hurt you or make you do anything you don't want or feel uncomfortable with. While I don't see you as my submissive I do want to share a more seductive part of that world with you....." an involuntary moan escapes her lips "I don't see myself as your submissive either but if not that then what am I to be?" Her breathe, now ragged releases a layer of goosebumps as it grazes my neck, my hunger for her increasing by the second as it threatens to rip through my pants "The fix to my addiction, the water for which I thirst, the end to my hunger, the salvation I crave" her orgasm is already building and I've yet to touch her.

She moans my name, the sound of her voice is heaven to my ears "Jared..... my heart......my body...... my soul......belong to you.....take what you you need ...... it's already yours" her lips search for mine and I take her hungrily. She pulls at my shirt and I take my lead. Her hands roam my bare chest freely, the look of inebriation in her eyes is breathtaking making me go week with desire. I take her lips once more and pull her up with me and lead her to the side of the bed. I gently pull her into my embrace, her back pressed to my chest. I whisper seductively as my lips graze her skin "You shall need nor want no one else but me. Tonight, here and now you are mine as I am yours....." I take the collar out of my pocket and place it around her neck "Tonight I am the master of your fate and you the master of my soul"