50 Shades Of Leto

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The following afternoon we land at Santa Monica airport where Jared's Jeep and Shannon's Land Rover are already waiting. We get into our respective cars and head back home or so I think "Jared.... My apartment's that way" he gives me a mischievous little grin "Oh really?" What the heck is he up to "Jared!" J:"Nina!" I look at him quizzically" Jared Joseph Leto what are you up to?" He just looks at me like the proverbial cat that swallowed the canary "I'm not ready to let you go just yet kitten" I look at him with curiosity and can't help but love him. He's full of surprises this weekend and truth be told I'm loving it. We head to the Promenade and then take in the Santa Monica pier. We ride the Ferris wheel and the roller coaster then walk the pier. On the way back inland Jared spots a photo booth and pulls us in. We take turns making silly faces for some pics and stealing kisses for others, we even hit the arcade where he wins a teddy bear for me. Truth be told I've never been happier, he's everything my heart could want and more.

After the pier we head south to the Casa del Mar Hotel for a romantic dinner on the terrace over looking the Pier and the Pacific Ocean. We watch the sun set into the horizon as we dine on amazing vegan/vegetarian cuisine. Jared even orders a sweet sparkly white wine that resembles champagne, another creation from his friend up in Napa. For dessert he orders strawberries and cream which he hand feeds me, they're really yummy and their sweetness brings out the flavor in the wine. "You're spoiling me my love, I could get used to this" he gives me a wicked little grin "You should because I've only just begun" our waitress brings us our bill along with what turns out to be two room keys, he pushes one toward me and motions to the double doors that lead into the hotel "Go through those doors you'll see a small corridor to the right of the front desk. Take the elevator to the top floor go to your left to suite L490. You'll find a pink box with black ribbon on the bed. You'll know what to do when you open it." I look at him with curiosity "Where are you going?" He takes my hand to his lips and kisses it " I'm gonna go get our bags I'll be right up.....promise" his lips linger on my skin and gently make their way to my palm and up to my wrist. The feel of his lips on my skin is intoxicating making me fight myself restraint to keep my composure. He smiles in satisfaction "I love making you come undone." I blush at his words and sigh deeply "And I love the way you make me feel" We stand and he pulls me close and takes my lips once more. The feel of his swollen manhood makes my breathe hitch "Patience Kitten......,you'll get to have me.....soon" one last kiss and I make my way to our room.

I'm not sure what to expect and the butterflies in my stomach are fluttering at full speed. My curiosity gets the best of me and I can't help but wonder what's in the box. The suite is absolutely beautiful it has a beachy vibe to it with its nautical/tropical decor and the four poster bed is draped with sheer fabric panels taking me back to a few nights ago to Jared's condo when we first touched. I can still feel the silk ties around my wrists and his touch on my skin, erupting a fresh layer of goosebumps all over my body. The bed is covered in rose petals in the shape of a heart, at the bottom is a pink box wrapped with a black sick ribbon tied into a bow. My heart beats a little bit faster as I remember his words You'll find a pink box with black ribbon on the bed. You'll know what to do when you open it I pick pick up the box, pull off the ribbon and take off the lid. Inside is a beautiful lingerie set, a pink nude bra with a delicate lace overlay and sheer mesh peplum and a pair of matching cheeky lace panties to match, underneath is a note "Are you curious yet Kitten? While I don't see you as a submissive there is a part of that world that I wish to share with you. A more sensual side that I wish to explore with you, things and techniques I wish to experience only with you. I will never hurt you nor will I make you do anything you don't want to do or are not comfortable with. If you do not wish to continue or you need time I will understand but if you are willing change into the lingerie and wait for me at the foot of the bed"

I must admit that my curiosity is peaked. So far I am comfortable and have enjoyed what we've shared thus far, I love him and trust him with my life. From what I've researched BDSM is about dominance and submission, about bondage and masochism. What Jared and I have shared is nothing like that, quite the contrary, it's been about becoming more in tuned with my body, learning to delay and control my orgasms in order to intensify them when I finally do release. About feeling his energy without even touching him, about syncing our hearts so they beat as one. I can't imagine it getting any better than that, but if it does I'd love to find out. I take the box to the bathroom and change in to the lingerie, I must say his taste is impeccable and the fit is perfect. I let my hair down and tie the black ribbon around my head like a hair band with a bow underneath my right ear and take my place at the foot of the bed where I sit and wait.