Safe Space

Bliss

"We should just have one room instead of taking taking turns in sleeping in each other's bedrooms." Zee said as he enters Nunew's bedroom after shower.

"That means we need and extra large bedroom to hold all of our stuff" Nunew tells him. He is currently in his ipad reading something about work.

"We can just combine our rooms. It's next to each other anyway" Zee then climed up to bed to snuggle Nunew

"Then we would have too big of a room and there would be too much of a work to do" Nunew tells him as he smiles.

"Then do you think you would move in with me maybe someday? To our own place?" Zee suddenly said. He observed how Nunew would react to his question

Nunew looked at him, trying to see if he's serious or just playing around.When he saw that he is, Nunew gave him a warm smile and nodded
"Maybe someday" he said

Zee then sat up once more and took Nunew's cheeks in his hands.

"I love you and i would do everything for you" He said as he touches their nose together
"Im sorry about everything that's been happening lately, it's all because of me" Zee says to Nu

Nunew furrowed his eyebrows and looked at Zee
"Because of you?" He asked

"Saint is doing all of this inconvenience to you because he wants to get to me." Zee said as he looks guilty and looked at his lap
"When he went up to me this afternoon, he said that he wanted to be friends again. To be close like before. But i refused, i told him he stopped being a friend to be long time ago. You see, we have a bad history together." Zee said to him

Nunew lifted Zee's chin up so he looks at him.
"Baby, you dont have to explain anything it you are not ready. P'Max and P'Mark already gave me brief history about him. You dont have to explain now" Nunew reassured him

"No, I want you to hear it from me. Okay?" Zee told him. He held Nu's hands and sighed. He looked at Nu

"We were close friends in school. We always pair up together and would always hang out. He's like my second bestfriend aside from your brother, but things changed after the rumor."
Zee played with Nu's fingers

"I want you to know that I never liked him. At all. I only saw him as a brother, that's it. I guess he thought he confessed to me" Zee said
"Nu, i never told anybody this. Not even my friends, because i dont want to out him when he's not ready to come out." Zee held his hand tighter as he looks at Nunew who just nodded at him

"And you did the right thing teerak. You looked out for your friend" Nu nodded at him to continue.

"Well after the rumor came out, he confessed that he liked me more than a friend. That he had liked me for long. I told him thank you but i only see him a friend. And that's it. He may thought that i liked him as well because he insisted that he can see in my actions that i like him too, and other people can see it too that's why the rumors came out. I explained to him politely that No, i dont like him that way. That im sorry i wouldnt be able to like him that way but he will remain as my good friend and nothing will change. But i guess he wanted the change to something more" Zee sighed

"He started to get angry at me and saying he doesnt want to stay friends. So I said i dont know what he wants me to do, he cant force me to like him. Then after that, he completely ignored me. Spread more things about me and told people things i dont want them to know" Zee tells Nunew

Nunew hugged him tight.
"I definitely hate him more. You dont have to feel sorry about him you know. It's never right to force yourself to somebody else" Nunew pats his back

"I know, but now he wants to get to you because of me. Because we're together. And angers him to see that so he's making your life hard. Everything bad happening to your work is all because if me" Zee sadly said to him