Ive fallen

Chapter 11

"y/n...y/n...Y/N!" I now hear shouted in my direction
I swivel my head quickly towards my right, seeing keira stood there, looking at me, smiling sadly.
"Are you ok?" She says, sitting down beside me, placing her hand gently on my shoulder.
"Yeah, yeah, all good, just nervous for my first training session" i say, lying straight through my teeth.
"Thats understandable. Dont worry, you will do great! Just be yourself, everyone will love you" she says, smiling towards me sweetly.
I end up just nodding my head and looking down towards my plate, indicating i want to be alone.

*Sigh*
I hear keira from beside me. She stands up, looking down at me sadly before walking off, sitting down with the rest of her friends.

I stand up quickly, almost knocking the table over.
I dont hear a sound as i look around, seeing everyone has stopped what they are doing and are looking at me.
Some have curious looks whilst most have hatred.
I just shake my head as i walk off, leaving the room in silence as i storm towards my room, wanting to freshen up a little before the training session, knowing i smell due to the sweat.

I practically throw open the door with force as it slams harshly against the wall, creating a large bang to be heard as it echoes through the corridor.
I cringe slightly at the noise before gently shutting the door behind me.

I gather my belongings and walk into the bathroom, placing the essentials in the shower and the rest of my belongings on the conveniently placed shelf by the shower.

I strip my body of the sweaty clothes that are clinging to my body and turn, turning on the shower and stepping in.
I feel the water fall down my body as i gently place my head underneath the warm water, making my sigh in relief.

I think about the stressful day im having already, knowing one thing that can calm me down.

My hand starts to move down my body. I use my finger to gently start rubbing my clit in circles. I sigh in relief and quietly moan as my head falls back, placing itself against the shower wall.
The water still trickling down my body and i rub my sensitive spot.
I eventually guide my fingers inside me and start to move them to a slow rhythm. I start to speed up, my body craving more as i move my fingers now at a fast pace inside of me, hitting my g-spot every time.
I start to moan loudly as i release onto my hand, slowing down the pace as i ride out my high.

I clean off my hand as i attempt to slow down my breathing until its back to normal.
I quickly realise ive been in the shower for a long time and start to wash my body off quickly.
I finally finish and turn off the shower, reaching my arm out to pick up the towel and wrap it around my body as a cold shiver runs down my spine.

I dry my body and slip on my boxers and bra.
"Shit" i mumble to myself, now realising i left my clothes inside my suitcase.
I quickly brush my hair and my teeth, knowing Leah will be back from breakfast soon, wanting to ensure she is ready for the training session, now she has been promoted to the captain.

I open the bathroom door, walking out to see a flash of blonde from beside me.
I curse at myself for taking so long, looking over towards her as she sits on her bed, looking at me with an eyebrow raised.
"You know, you should really be quieter, we have neighbours" she says, smirking towards me as she picks up her stuff and walks into the bathroom, her hand gliding across my abs as she walks past.

My eyes, widen in shock as she says this and i blush, slightly taken back at her boldness.

I rush to get my clothes on, throwing the new england tshirt and shorts on over my body. I face towards the mirror, smiling at the pride i now feel, wanting to represent my country.
I grab my boots and shin pads and exit the room, not wanting another awkward encounter with my roommate.

"Wow, y/n, you look great" i hear from in front of me.
I look up to see Rachel and millie stood there, about to knock on my door.
"Yeah, i suit this colour huh" i say, chuckling as i walk in between the two ladies, walking off, wishing to be alone.

I continue towards the stairs, stopping just before them, looking down towards the reception area, seeing most girls stood there, ready to go.

I hear footsteps from behind me before i feel two hands on my back, pushing me forward.
I attempt to stop myself but i ultimately fail, falling face first down the long staircase and crashing down them and landing at the bottom.

I feel a throbbing pain in my arm as i hit the bottom. I attmept to put pressure on it but fail, feeling a sharp pain through my arm.
I roll over onto my back, looking up towards the top of the stairs, seeing it completely empty.

"Woah, y/n, are you ok" i hear from behind me, i sit up and turn around, seeing most of the team looking at me, expressionless looks on their faces.
I see lucy come running towards me, stopping in front of me and crouching down, looking at me with a look of pity.
I see her look down towards my arm that i am clutching, which quickly makes me let go, knowing i dont wish to make a fuss over it.

"Does your arm hurt?"
"Lucy"
"Do you want an ambulance?"
"Lucy"
"Someone call an ambulance!"
"LUCY!" I finally shout, getting the defenders attention
"Im fine" i say, chuckling through gritted teeth, the immense pain in my arm telling me different

I hear a clap from beside me, making me look up towards Sarina who is stood at the exit, looking towards the group of girls
I see her look over towards me curiously as i sit on the floor still
"And my god y/n, would you stand up, i know you are young but show some respect" she says, not wanting to lecture me fully in front of the ladies i have always looked up to.

"But sari- lucy starts to say, but i interrupt her
"Sorry ma'am, wont happen again" i say, wanting to forget this all happend
"But y/n-" lucy starts to say, but again i interrupt her
"Please, lets just go" i say, a look of sadness obviously on my face

I get onto the bus, sitting on my own and looking down to see everyone else with a bus partner.
My thoughts are going crazy at this point, nervous for my first training session.
But one thought overpowered the rest
Who pushed me?..