A Mute Rejected Mate

Giving Up

I wake up and my eyes burn. I feel like shit. I'm still in my dress from last night. I look over at the alarm clock and see its 6:00 a.m.

"Shit!!" I was supposed to be up an hour ago. I quickly change into an old pair of jeans and a green t-shirt. I put my hair in a ponytail and look in the mirror.

I look awful. My eyes are bloodshot and they look dead. My face is extremely pale. 3 hours of sleep will do that to you.

I run downstairs and see Micah, Steven, Michelle, Zach, 2 other members i don't remember their names, and Xavier.

"Listen bitch, you better not be late again. The alpha was waiting for his food."

I look over at Xavier. He has a blank face. I feel a pang of pain when I remember he had sex with someone. I look down and mutter. **Lucy: Forgive me, Alpha. I didn't sleep much."**

"He doesn't care. Just because you were up last night fucking some desperate men doesn't mean you shouldnt be here on time!" I hear Michelle's nasal voice.

I hear a growl and look up to see Xavier with an angry look on his face. **Xavier: That's why your late? You were out fucking someone?**

Hypocrite..

"He's jealous!" My wolf exclaims.

"Don't be ridiculous. He's probably just really hungry." I mutter back

"No, sir. I was cleaning"  I go into the kitchen and begin cooking. An hour later I'm finishing making the last of the bacon when Zach, Micah, Xavier, Michelle, and parker (another pack member) comes in.

"Slut, I want more bacon" Michelle commands. I dont respond I simply keep working.

"Lucy, didn't you hear Michelle you bitch? She wants more bacon." Zach says

I turn towards Michelle. "I'm sorry. You said 'slut' so I assumed you were just talking to yourself."

I smile and cock my head to the side. I grab a piece and put it on her plate.

Her nostrils flare and she puts her hand in a fist. "Michelle: You bitch! Take that back!" I raise my eyebrows in fake confusion. "Okay..." I grab the piece of bacon off her plate.

"Don't be stupid. Oh wait you're already stupid and fat and ugly and worthless. You'll probably be rejected by your mate as soon as he sees you. You fat cow!"

Hearing her say the thing about my mate makes my heart clench. I look at Xavier and he is just staring at Michelle.

"I, however, am going to be luna." She walks over to Xavier and kisses him. the worst part: he kissed her back. "We discussed it last night, after our rounds of fun. Oh and never mind about the bacon. You're a horrible cook. I'm surprised we still allow you to cook here."

I feel anger and pain light within me like a blazing fire.

"Well than you cook, you slut. I'm surprised you're not pregnant yet. Oh, and when you find your mate, he is probably going to reject you! Because no one wants a whore for a mate. Maybe you should learn to close you're mouth because you open that almost as much as you do your legs. No one wants you as a luna. The pack will be known for having STD's." I screech.

Michelle gasps and then smacks me hard across the face. She reopens the cut on my face from where Xavier hit me yesterday. I punch her in the face, giving her a bloody nose before Zach comes up and throws me against the fridge hitting my back hard against the handle. I scream and fall. Parker then comes up and punches me, Micah comes up and stares at me. I pled with my eyes at him before he kicks me in the ribs. I cry out. They all are hitting me and I curl into a ball to try and shield myself.

I look up to Xavier. He just watched with wide eyes.

"Help me..." I mouth at him. He narrows his eyes at me before walking out.

"Let's give this bitch what she deserves!" Michelle yells before grabbing the boiling hot pan I used to make the bacon and pouring the very very very VERY hot oil over my left arm.

I scream bloody murder as it burns my skin. "No! Please, someone please help me!" I cry out and begin sobbing.

I feel myself being lifted up. I fight as I realize its Parker. Zach grabs one of my legs while Micah grabs the other. Parker holds me from behind and Michelle just stands there and smirks as they lead me outside to the river.

I fight with all my might, but it's no use. "Stop!!" I screech.

As we reach the river, Michelle grabs my arm that got burned tightly. I scream again and sob. "This will teach you! Keep your mouth shut if you don't want this to happen again."

They throw me into the water and water goes up my nose. I come up for air to see all of them laughing at me except Micah.

With my arm, I can't swim very good. I keep falling into the deep water. I reach my hand out trying to get out. The only good thing is it's cooling off my arm. I reach my hand out to my brother. "Micah! Micah! Help me please! I can't swim with my arm. Please Micah! It wasn't me I swear! The rouges did it. Please, please Micah!"

His eyes soften before they harden again and they all walk away.

I fall into the water more and the once small waves are getting bigger and bigger knocking me farther away from them. **Lucy: Micah! What would mom and dad say if they saw what you did!**
I see his back stiffen at my words before he grabs a rock and throws it at me. It hits me on the head hard. I fall under the water and pull myself back up gasping for air. I reach up with my good hand and feel blood.

Suddenly, black spots start appearing. "MICAH!" I scream! My vision is blurry and i barely see them walk away.

Maybe this is it. This is how I am meant to die. This is the end of Lucy Mason. No one cares enough to help me anyway.

"Xavier" Is the word i can mumble out before i fall, deep, deep into the water and then everything turns black.