My giant boyfriend //BL

5

I get back at 7:30 PM at night. I take a quick cold shower and fall into bed. All I want to do is rest.

The next day, I decide to visit Attihiko. I miss the warmth he provides, but at the same time I'm not in the mood for shit. I wander into the forest around 5:00 PM and spot him. Except...something's wrong. "Attihiko?" I call, putting my hand on his face, buried into his arms. He looks up slightly. Then, noticing it's me, sits up and pulls me into a tight hug. "Where were you I missed you!!!" I push away, getting slightly annoyed. "I was gone for two days alright?!" he whines. "It felt like eternity to me!" Setting me down, he pauses for a moment. "Who..did that to you?" I stop. "What..?" He picks me up in tight grasp and begins lifting my shirt. "W-what are you doing?!" I shout. "Put me down!" "I'm just looking for more bruises, like the ones on your arms" he tells me. I squirm as he runs his finger over my back, making my bruises sting. "Let me go" I tell him again. He fixes my shirt and begins pulling up my pants slightly. "I said Put.Me.Down." He ignores me once more.

"PUT ME DOWN YOU ASSHOLE!" I shout, making him drop me in surprise. I don't even care at this point, I'm just glad to be released. "YOU'RE ALWAYS PICKING ME UP AND TREATING ME LIKE SOME TOY JUST STOP!" His face quivers. I run off as Attihiko retracts his hand, shaking. "I'm sorry.." he tells me. "I..just wanted to help.."

I reach my house once more and scream into my pillow. I don't know why I had to snap at Attihiko, but it feels awful. I feel bad for him. I should've have exploded. After a few minutes, I decide to run back to him. But to my surprise; he's not there. Huh... where could he be?

I refuse to venture deeper into the forest. "Attihiko?" I whisper. He isn't there. I keep running for what feels like forever, until I spot him. There are way more trees, that look way taller than normal ones.. I spot a unique fabric on the grass and walk towards it. There he is, loose hoodie and joggers, making soft , hiccuping noises. I walk up to him, stroking his hair the best I can. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to explode on you." No reply. "Is there... anything I can do to help?" "....can you... stay with me? Please..?" I nod softly. "Of course I can" I tell him. I lift his head up slightly and climb on top of his hands. I topple into a small corner between his hands and head, resting my body onto his. I can feel his breath through hair. "Have you been crying?" I whisper. "Mmm" he responds. I can tell he isn't in a mood for anything. I sigh. "I'm here if you need anything" I tell him. He doesn't say anything, but rests his head further. Whatever. At least he's okay.

We spend three hours in silence and when I'm about to fall asleep, he says something. "Who hurt you like that..?" I don't want to answer. But I have to don't I?

"My mom and sister" I mutter. Attihiko taps my arm with his finger. "Why?" he says. "I really don't know. To them, I'm a miscreant. I shouldn't have been born. I owe them my life apparently." There's a slight pause between us. "That's...awful" Attihiko whispered.  I nod. "Life isn't fair sometimes."

"Can I see how bad it is? If it's okay with you.." he whispers. "Sure." I reply. "I would've let you earlier if you didn't force me to." Attihiko moves his arms and begins to lift my shirt. He caresses my back carefully, observing all the bruises. "You didn't deserve this" he says.  "Sure, maybe that's the case, but I'm used to it."

I end up falling asleep while Attihiko massages me with his warm hands. It seems that upsetting him had made him more clingy, as when he rests, he makes it so I can't leave. Whatever. I guess I owe him this. I can spend one night with him.

I want this as well.