My giant boyfriend //BL

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Attihiko continues to cook, and I watch him, intrigued. "What are you making?" I ask. Hiko turns to me. "Eclairs" he says happily. "I'm starting with the batter right now" I nod, like I have any idea as to what's going on.  Hiko goes back to working, and my mind trails off. What would happen if I were to fall into the batter? What if he accidentally ate me? I feel a shiver run down my spine. I try to collect and normalize my thoughts. I get bored quite fast, there's not really anything to do but sit around. I look at Hiko, wondering what I would get away with. "Hiko, I'm bored" I tell him, standing up from the kitchen counter ledge. He looks over to me for a minute, then picks me up. "What should I do to un-bored you?" he asks me, using his free hand to stir the flavored icing. I push myself closer to his body. "I dunno but I'm just bored" I complain.

Attihiko fixes his grip around me and sets me on his shoulder. "Well, spend your time trying not to fall off of my shoulder" he says, a hint of teasing in his voice. "HIKO!" I say, alarmed, grabbing onto some of his hair in order not to fall. I think of what would happen if I fell, even though Hiko would catch me regardless. I press my head to his neck. "Can you put me down somewhere so I can explore?" I ask casually. Attihiko doesn't turn to look at me, but responds. "Where do you want to be?" he asks me. "Maybe your bedroom?" I reply, kicking my legs a little bit. "Mmm" he replies to me. "Give me a minute to finish this, then I'll put you down, it shouldn't take too long." I wonder how Hiko can stand to be cooking for a long time without anything playing, or without anything else happening while he cooks. Me personally, I can cook for a while, but I need something to be playing in the background to stay focused. "I'm finished" Attihiko tells me, turning down the temperature from the stove and walking back, me still on his shoulder, struggling.

"You sure you'll be okay, Akira?" he asks me, setting me down on his bed. I nod at him. "Yup, don't worry!" I say. Hiko nods and leaves the room hesitantly. "I'll be done in an hour" he says to me before disappearing down the hallway. I smile to myself, being alone in my boyfriend's room is quite exciting, especially since I can look around wherever without being told "no don't look in there" by anyone, although if Hiko told me not to go anywhere, I would respect his boundaries. 

I spread my limbs out and stretch out on Hiko's bed. It's so plush and comfortable,  I could just stay here forever, even more so if Attihiko was laying next to me. I toss and turn around for a little while, then move closer to the top of it, curling up on one of Hiko's pillows, then burying myself in his blankets. I wanna look on his desk, see what he draws. I wanna look in his closet, explore his fashion. I want to hear him play guitar, like when we first met. I try to fall asleep, but get up once more grudgingly, seeing as I won't be able to sleep. It's a hard task, but I manage to slide off of Hiko's bed. I fall onto his soft bedside rug, the material starting to envelop me. I get up, grateful for it softening my fall, and make my way to the edge of Attihiko's desk. I start to climb one of the desk legs, then climb onto his desk chair. Once I make it onto the chair, I feel it start to spin. "WHOA!" I call, stumbling as the chair swings. I start to lay down on my stomach, waiting for the chair to stop spinning. Once it stops, I pull myself up onto the desk ledge, afterward, taking a moment to celebrate my success and how far I've already gotten, before starting to look through Attihiko's papers and drawings. "You know what, break's over..." I mutter, wiping sweat off of my forehead, pulling out a paper from the messy pile to look over it.

"Huh...?"

I honestly can't believe what I'm seeing, but it's not a bad thing. I'm face to face with a romantic drawing of both me and Attihiko. I smile to myself. So this is what Attihiko likes... I stare at myself in the drawing. My physique is well crafted, my slim figure between the hands of Hiko. I'm smiling, a genuine smile, as he holds me. I think about the moment, what it would be that had me smiling like that. The possibilities are endless.